Tuesday, December 25, 2007

你的圣诞礼物;your x'mas gift

圣诞节是个很温馨的日子;
礼物,灯光,拥抱,喜悦,少不了食物;
朋友的团聚,亲人的围绕;爱人的相伴...
我的身边没有你,你也应该不希望我在你身边;我尊重你的决定,
你说我想的太多了,但你有真正的了解我的感受吗?
其实,是我忽略了一点,你只想要个人陪陪你.
少了你的陪伴,圣诞节还是一样过;
现在的你,应该在某处做着某些事情...这些,都是我不能给你的.
今年的圣诞,少的份温馨,却多了分惆怅...
少了人声,却多了份宁静.
我想;我确实是爱上了你,爱上了你的一切,也爱上了你带给我的感觉.
慢慢的,我想我会习惯,一个人的生活;我回好好过着一个人的生活;等你回过头,看见我时,我依然会在原处给你最纯洁,开怀的笑.
在网路上看到这么一句话,把它送给你."当你快乐时,沙滩上有四行脚印,当你悲伤时,沙滩上有两行脚印。因为当你快乐时,我陪着你,当你悲伤时,我背着你。"
我会时时刻刻的想你,曾经有人说过;人的一生中,也许回有很多回的真爱.但是,都都要用心去爱.
我爱你,我用心的去爱你.
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送给你77朵花,作为圣诞礼物.
77朵,代表有缘相遇;
77朵桔梗花.
桔梗花的花语是永恒不便的爱.
但据说,桔梗花有两种花语.
永恒的爱,无望的爱.
为什么这两种看来天地之差的花语会出现在同种花身上呢?
不知道...
大概跟这个世界上的很多事一样
就如你我之间一样,
不需要什么道理.
i give you 77 flowers, as your x'mas gift;
77, it means, destiny brought us together;
77 Prairie Gentian,
Prairie Gentian, in the language of flowers, it means ever-lasting love.
it also means, a love there's no Hope.
WHy would this flower have two so extreme meanings?
i don't know...
i guess there're a lot of things in this world that we cannot explain ourselves;
just like you and me;
we don't need any reasons.
MErry x'mas, i love you.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

i cant sleep without your smile;

i cant sleep without your smile,
whereelse can i find such warm like yours?
your voice is so near me, but i cant hold you in my arms,
the reasons why you caught my heart;
you're sweet,
you look good,
you're independent,
you're friendly and easy going,
you're confident in yourself,
the way you look good in anything,
you know how to present yourself in the best possible way,
you make friend with my friends easily,
the picture of yourself that you put in my head, that makes me cant get you out of my thoughts,
the way we talk and look at each other,
the way when i'm with you, even silence felt great.
the way i miss you after the first second i said good bye and turn away from you.
the way i like you.

Monday, December 3, 2007

窗外

this is the last post b4 my long break....been listening to this song, is a very nice song by jacky wu..窗外

SPM over soon

SPM over soon, nth to do with me rite???
act-chilli, got STH to do with me wan.....no kiddin
tomolo is CHinese paper, is ngam ngam my bro's last paper.....
so, after tomolo..i cant even think of getting anywhere near the computer....
this means, no msn-ing, no bloggin, no more buku-muka, no more you-tube...
wahhh....mana boleh macam ini?????
until further notice, you ppl out there wont get to see my video or my emo posts.....

Friday, November 30, 2007

彩虹

又过了一些日子,不知多少个风雨,不知多少个日晒;是时候放开了.
命运弄人,我们在不对的时候遇见对的人;两个原本在对方生命中是过客的人,却在彼此心灵流下不可磨灭的痕迹.
多少个明天,多少个不舍;多少的放不开;我竟然连问你一句"你好吗?"的勇气都没有.
回想当时,我们一起无聊的浪费时间;有甜,有酸,有苦,少不了有辣;年少的疯狂...
大雨前,宁静的天空;其实是酝酿着一场狂风暴雨,我们没有好好的经历过困境;但却因此成长.
成长的代价,对每个人来说,都有着不一样的定义.

短短的几个月时间,我们都若无其事般过着生活;
是真的没事?还是我们都不习惯感情用事?
是我想太多了吗?是我在害怕吗?

人在做任何事,往往都会从自己的角度去想,
我就因为想的太多,太不近人情,错过了很多;
是时候,放开一切;告诉你;希望你会过的很好.
是迟了些,打从心里...想要问你," 你好吗?" "我很好"

那是我们都回不去的从前,错过的,就当成遗憾...往前看,大雨后,彩虹就回出现.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

haha~wrong spellin

there's a typo error on the last video, i removed it...here's the corrected one, itz the same anyway, just w/o the mErry x'mas...

GuesT appearance, not guess....typo again...i'll be more careful next time

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Donation drive

this donation is organized by the Child Developmental Club, Department of Psychology, Help University College. Although is not Christmas yet, but the drive is already going on...=). This is something very meaningful, is like you go buy something, and give it to the orphan as a Christmas gift. To be able to give and reach out, it shows that we're more fortunate, and to do good, *charity* is what makes you different from other people.


pre-prom party was held this afternoon, we had fun..haha, loads of games and nice things took place...the most 劲爆 one is Farah playing the "flyin slippers"=)

Monday, November 26, 2007

Alex@ guitar store

i'm still tryin to figure out how to do the video editing with my phone.=), thanks to jon sern's suggestion, i'm now really thinking of doing video blogging...act-chili not a bad idea also....=)
haha....today's video, featuring..NatC, and if u hear closely, u'll hear mellissa and sel talking...haha....
i'll try to produce better quality video, talking bout more fun things...please bare with me, this is going to be fun...i promise....
*sorry dr.reyes, i'm suppose to read the article on your research, i'll do it later..*



seriously, "let me show you a chun one that i think is chun..."wth was i sayin???haha!!!=)

Sunday, November 25, 2007

colloquium part 2

yesh, last last sem's colloquium, both the queens were still here....haha!!!!too bad they went off, dah terbang ke UK

Saturday, November 24, 2007

is me,.....hahaha...cannot laugh.....haha...is me

i duno why we did this, but i will do better!!!!!yeah!!!oi, whoever thatz is laughing, stop that!!!!it takes great courage to do this ok???
Take one: action!!!!

Take two:~~~

sepcial thankyou to: vernmay~cameraperson, phillip wong~Very umimportant person(buat kacau saja), jon sern(producer),& yienyeeSoh, yipingKhoo, fungminLai, tiffanySoh, michelle(*and eugene), and selena who went back early.....
*this time i sure got a lot of comments edi wan*haha

青花瓷

this is post of lyrics...JAY's latest album, there's this song-青花瓷.
the lyric is written by 方文山. beautifully written, the work by this guy and JAY, is just superb....
now, for those who can read chinese characters, read this....dont look at the literate meaning, read beyond the words....you'll get a totally diff view of this song.
青花瓷
作词:方文山 作曲:周杰伦

素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡 瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然 宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏 而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散 去到我去不了的地方

#天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里
 在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸 就当我为遇见你伏笔

*天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 月色被打捞起 晕开了结局
 如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽 你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底 临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密 极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿 而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里 你从墨色深处被隐去
this is not an emo song, this is not a sweet loving song either....is sth more than than...much more meaningful than that....

Colloquium

COlloquim oooooooooOVER!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!but, this time only 1 presentation, not so stress.....hehe=)....although din WIN, but still, just like wat DR.GOH said, take it as an experience.....SUrely, this is a good one...a good experience.
i like presenting, i been presenting *debating* in high school, so presenting in fornt of other ppl is not such a problem....not so stressful, but i still get stage fright some times. =D..Presenting in colloquium is a very challenging experience, is like talking in front of your friends, loads of ppl that u dont know who they are....then the judge, * which is your lecturer and tutor*, then when u presenting, u start to read non-verbal cues from the judges and lecturers, hinting something, but u are on stage, talking....and there's no way u can figure out what us running through these people's mind...is it sth u present? wrong information? or u said something really stupid?u never know, and summore halfway, if u see Dr.Goh there,standing behind, listening and lookin at you....challenging?yes, it is....
plus, when do you see HELP students all in formal???all so pro, although some just look pro saja....haha.....is kindne chun wearin formal, but if hav to wear everyday, also a headache problem...so better dun have to wear formal everyday, *like IMU* then colloquium wont be so special afterall.....
not just the day itself is challenging, there's also poster defense, there's also the poster doing session, and there's also the whole doing the lap report, doing ur own research, and making them into slides....is a very fun experience. is something u watch it grow slowly, and blossom....grow into a beautiful flower. *although u dont win all the time* afterall, winning is not the important thing....
and the most fun thing is the after colloquium event, we go makan....then we go walk around...take pictures...have fun and talk. a time to just leave every bit of the stress behind...Last colloquium, the geng went to PARIS, to eat diner, then went to KTZ for "tong sui"...this sem, we went to the CURVE, makan jugak, then took reli loads of photo...and had a reli good time....haha!!letz see, this sem...even phillip joined us....haha...eugene was also there...duno y, i sort of like his haid style, think is cool!!!!=)
and this colloquium, i drove....=)....i drove to the curve, although everyone was waiting for me, maklumlah, the last one to arrive, *cuz cannot find parking*....and i drove Tiffany home, *i'm a safe drive* although i'm slow, "act-chili" not that slow also rite???i mean, why wanna drive so fast??better be safe rite?haha.....

this is one of those post that i'm not emo, hahah......haha....more to come, when i put up photo...that i'm act-chili smiling wan....hahahaha!!!!!!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Black eyed peas VS DaMouth(大嘴巴)

3 guys, one girl........1 DJ, a female singer, and rapper....they share so much similarity. SO, i think they are tryin to be the ASIAN version BEP. Piracy in ASIA is reli goin bad, we even try to COPY other ppl's group....=)

this is a B.E.P video...(you know where to find more of their MV's)


DaMouth's video, check it out....


Monday, November 12, 2007

我愿意

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

Sunday, November 11, 2007

爆怒的心情

父母,是永远站在孩子这一边的人;然而,我的父母却没有.
有父母,就好像没有他们一样.
不管发生任何事情,我永远是代罪羔羊.我那无聊,没脑,加上变态的家人,
统统都是笨蛋;
我真的没有办法忍受和这样的人继续生活下去.

我讨厌你们,我憎恨你们;恨之入骨;没有你们的干扰,我或许会过的更好.
家里已经有两个没有自己思想,没有抱负的白痴...难道还要加多一个吗?

有时侯,真的觉得自己错了;但是,看着眼前发生的一切一切...我不得不放下玫瑰色的眼镜,放眼认认真真的回想. 我这样做,真的错了吗?难道没有其他方法了吗?

压抑已久的心情,要如何才能抒发?要如何才能说出口?
到底,要等到何年何月何日...
我才能做回自己???

我不需要别人来告诉我,应该如何...因为,我已经很累了.
累了,累了...

Saturday, November 10, 2007

白痴,给我靠边闪

我常常在幻想,幻想自己生活在一个没有白痴的地方. 幻想,幻想身边的白痴统统闪开, 滚出我的生命.生活方式充满心烦, 不能容忍的愤怒,无法平静的心理, 难道着就是有素质的修养环境吗?
我也想要表现自己,但在白痴的围绕下,被愤怒,不平,痛恨的思想包袱拖慢了脚步,被一切一切的环境压得喘不过气来.
要冲破着瓶颈,瓶颈不断超出所能,带着我的愤嫉, 对世界的无望, 大声呐喊!!!!
"白痴, 你给我靠边闪"
身边的人, 难道都瞎了眼吗?难道在这样的情况下还能忍气吞声???看着你们,心中知道,你们总有一天,也会变得和他们一样;被蒙蔽萡双眼,被欺骗的内心, 在你们身上,清清楚楚的表露出来...

环境,社会, 国家,一切一切, 都是虚伪的;有的时候, 连自己亲眼看见的,也未必是事实.
尤其是一些自以为是,靠着支配他人才能感觉自己心跳的人.最令人恶心,最令人看不起.

叶子用坠落证明换季,而我却只能昏昏沉沉的过日子;没有办法从醒.
我双臂无力,眼神空洞,病因就是周围的白痴.

我无能为力,只能躲在黑暗的地方,痛狠社会,痛批周围.我觉得自己真的好失败,什么也不能做. 我只有个小小要求, 就是 LEAVE ME ALONE...
我心痛,会不会有人关心关怀关心;我难过,会不会有人看我一眼?
说穿了,你周围身边的人,都不会对你伸出援手;跌到时,只能靠自己爬起来,一次又一次的跌到,一次又一次的爬起来.靠的是自己.我跌得满身伤痕,这些都是我斗争的故事.我无助时,在我身边的只有我,我自己,还有我的影子.我跌到是,我自己把自己扶起来.
其实,我不需要你,我依然活的好好的.
其实,就算没有你,我依旧过的好好的;
但是,如果现在没有你,我的未来就不能改变;
尽管如此,我难道就要承受这样不公平的对待吗?

在"你们"看来,我反叛,不驯,我很坏;其实,我对"你们"充满了不满, 心中难忍的怒火,如同活火山,蓄势待发.我有我的看法,我要的是改变,这样的制度需要改变,念复一年,日复一日,这样腐败,无能,陈旧,无理的观念,思想需要改革.
我的不拘,我的叛逆,我的不服从,都出自"你们"眼中, 我不向你说的一样,就算我坏,我有我的理由,我坏的很有性格.

我心中莫名燃烧的愤怒,有谁能了解;周围都充满了为了势力,好处而生存的人.我要改变,我要我该有的,这是我的生存之道.想看我笑话的人,你们着写没用的孬种...我更加的看不起你!!!
摸摸自己的心脏,感觉左心室在跳动,隐隐约约的在告诉我;"活下去,别放弃"
我知道我还活着,我知道我一伤痕累累;但,战争还没完...在我倒下之前,我会坚持不懈,我要让你懂,我靠自己,会比你,你,还有你,你,你,周围的你,你,你,都还要杰出,成功.

Friday, November 9, 2007

婚姻是爱情的坟墓

如果婚姻是爱情的坟墓。
基于这个原
下,那麼……

渴望爱情=不知死活
物色对象=活得不耐烦了
相亲=為自己的墓地看风水
爱慕=大限之期不远了
表白=自掘坟墓
拒绝=迴避死神
谈恋爱=玩命
写情书=為自己的墓地分期付款
分手=死里逃生
破镜重圆=该来的还是要来
求婚=要求自杀
储蓄结婚基金=投保寿险
订婚=一只脚已经踏进了棺材
结婚=双双殉情
第三者=盗墓
移情别恋=迁墓
离婚=彊尸复活
订婚宴客=追悼会
结婚宴客=超渡法会
亲朋好友=奔丧大队
包红包=慰问金
公证结婚=由法院出具死亡证明
集体结婚=集体自杀
结婚热潮=争先恐后赶著去死
理想的结婚对象=人间净土
结婚多次的人=輪迴投胎
婚友社=葬仪社
婚姻专家=公墓管理员
结婚纪念日=清明扫墓日
一般状况结婚=寿终正寝
闪电结婚=猝死
先上车后补票=爽死
奉子成婚=死前留种
对结婚犹豫不决=生死一瞬间
假结婚=装死
异国之恋=客死他乡
女人诱惑男人=最毒妇人心
男人诱惑女人=无毒不丈夫

Thursday, November 8, 2007

believe

远远地听见谁的声音在呼唤
在黑暗中呼唤著我的名字
我向那里望去 却什麽也看不见
只能蹲在地上抱著膝盖等待
带我走出这满是不安与孤独的地方
是你 轻轻地牵著我的手

现在的我 向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西 我才变得坚强
任何痛苦 任何烦恼 我都勇敢承受
什麽都不怕 因为有你鼓励的声音

至今一直不懂为何
你对我的信赖 会给我如此的力量
我想 我的愿望也能让你感受到
我只有握紧双手 默默祈祷
每个人都会有受伤的时候
但是重新展露笑容之时一定会来到

现在的我 向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西 我才变得坚强
任何痛苦 任何烦恼 我都勇敢承受
什麽都不怕 因为有你鼓励的声音
如果在你感到软弱的时候
我会替你变得坚强 所以不要担心

就让我们一起 向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西 才继续生存下去
你的痛苦 任何烦恼 全都让我为你拭去
别再哭泣了 因为有你

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

一些些想对你说的话,找天我全部唱给你听...

DAVID十月杪在台湾小巨蛋开了他的新TOUR,
我就用一些他的歌,表达我想说的,
一些些想对你说的话,找天我全部唱给你听...
一二三,木偷人...让我们回归最原始的本质....
爱,其实真的很简单,
并不是真的路过而已
也不是真的不会想你
全部不是真的
是骗自己
其实还爱你
爱着你

我以为我早想清楚
不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
再看一眼有过的幸福

爱情好象流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好象流沙
心里的牵挂
不愿放下 oh baby 让我这样吧
爱情好象流沙
我不说话
等待黑暗让眼泪落下
爱情好象流沙
明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻

是一再的做
一再的错不由我
我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙

陶喆~流沙
现在,知道我为什么会放不下吧?
我真的真的很想在吃开怀的笑.
太阳天或下雨天,人挤人的咖啡店,找一个能想你舒服的角落,
看着情人肩靠肩,慢慢转开我视线,有个女孩让我好想念
我的心,已经,飞到这个城市另一边
只看着你,我爱的脸,我心里的感情都对你说,
那马路上天天都在塞,爱你的人天天在忍耐,
没有你日子很黑白,原来这样就是恋爱,
我想要你在我身边,审视生命中的一切
我想要天天说,天天说, 天天对你说我有多爱你
陶喆~天天
我想要天天说,天天对你说,"小洁;我爱你!"
我们之间,究竟缺少些什么?
难道我给的,真的不够?
其实爱。真的很简单,但是;你却只当我是不同朋友.
很感谢你对我这样的坦白,但我付出的感情,却已不能收回.
忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你 有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己 已深深爱上你 真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓 是是非非无法抉择 
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我 
陶喆~爱很简单
现在的我,只想要run away....
逃离这一切,不再怀疑自己对不对,甩开无所谓的一切...
只为自己,不为谁...
缺少勇气的,RUN AWAY.....
风吹落最后一片叶
我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠
oh~给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊
我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~整条街都是恋爱的人
我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边
爱情盛开的世界
远远看著热闹一切
oh~我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶
感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我了解那些爱过的人
心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却永远少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽
最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越
在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节
一样寂寞的季节
陶喆~寂寞的季节

Monday, November 5, 2007

tan1 wan2

zhe4 shi4 ge4 fei1 chang2 tan1 shuang2 de4 bu4 luo4 ge2,
shi2 zai4 jue2 de2 tai4 wu2 liao2 le4, qing4 duo1 duo1 jian4 liang4....
kai1 wan2 xiao4, bu2 shi4 shei4 dou1 kan4 de2 dong3 zhe4 pian4 bu4 luo4 ge2 de3, hao3 ma3??

kan4 lai1, wo3 zhen1 de3 you3 duo1 chong2 ren2 ge2 jing1 shen2 fen1 lie4 zhen4.....
bu4 ran2, wei4 shen2 me4 hui4 zuo4 chu1 ru2 chi3 hao3 xiao4 de3 shi4 leh1,=)

qian2 yi4 miao3 zhong1, wo3 hai1 zhen1 de3 jue2 de2 you2 dian3 pi2 bei4....
xian4 zai4, que2 fei1 chang2 de1 ping2 jing4....

ke4 yao4 kai1 shi3 le3, bai1 bai1

我爱你,小偷 dear theif, i love you...

小洁, 我爱你,我真的真的很爱你;
Kit, i love you, i really really love you;
请看看我吧,就算你不接受我;
please look at me, although you're not going to accept me;
假如明天将消失,我要用今天来爱你,
if there's no TOMORROW, i want to use TODAY to love you;
多庆幸我是我,深爱你的我.
i'm lucky being who i am, that i', loving you.
我不会再哭泣,是因为我相信...我对你的爱,将是我这一生中,最美丽的回忆.
i wont cry anymore, because i know that...my love for you, will remain the most beautiful memory in my life.


若要我说你的坏话,我只能说..你是小偷,因为你在没得到我的允许前,悄悄的偷走了我的心.
If i'm to say one bad thing about you,i can only say that....you are a thief, it is because u steal my heart without my permission...

Saturday, November 3, 2007

愛X無限大



found this cuTe video and song, ppl who are down try listen to it, the cuTEness will make you feel better o...=)

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

爱情玛奇朵

我知道你心里有个人但谁是哪个人
你总是笑着不承认
有时候真的很想问想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份

是不是你心里的人当然你不用明白承认
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多进个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人

其实我好几次想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味就好像玛奇朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口虽然他曾拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头激动却一直跟着我

雨刚下过这一个夏天显得特别闷热
当你微笑看着我
那时候世界突然间静止一分多钟
那一个moment怎么去形容

爱情就化成玛奇朵

我想说的他们(棒棒堂)都替我说了,
你还忍心否定我对你的感情吗???


有6人为我助阵....=)
试听请点: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/174883ht.htm

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

cowboy on the run


this is jay's new song, new mv,

u see the part that looks alike????

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

做你的天

你就在我身边 我的天 我想我会失眠
想暂停时间 亲你的脸 你才不会发现
舍不得和你说再见 一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜 催着我快点再多爱一些
做你的天 做你的晴天 帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼 是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天 当你需要阴天 陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变 我是你的天 我是你最爱的天
过了春天 过了夏天 我们是下个季节
又过了秋天 过了冬天 我们写下永远
舍不得和你说再见 一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜 催着我快点再多爱一些
做你的天 做你的晴天 帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼 是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天 当你需要阴天 陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变 我是你的天
我只对你想念 对你温柔和体贴
只为你心甘情愿 永远不对你说抱歉
做你的天 做你的晴天 帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼 是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天 当你需要阴天 陪你安静一整夜 别管世界怎么变 我是你的天 我是你最爱的天
我做你的天

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

你好吗?

温柔的时间 抚平我们的亏欠
过几天 过几年 伤会好一点

多久没见面 孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前 笑的那么甜

我想起你 你有了他
是否依然为了爱 变的很傻
我想起你 你有一个他
好久都 没说的话 你好吗

温柔的缠绵 我也放下了依恋
过几天 过几年 伤会好一点

我收着照片 安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下 唯一的关联


问候是我对你 好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗

我想起你 你有了他
是否依然为了爱 变的很傻
我想起你 你有一个他
好久都没说的话 你好吗

Monday, October 15, 2007

...(no title)

was talking bout YOu that day, i never really thought about this since it happen;
it was a long long time ago...
i never know everytime when i think about yoU, i get restless, i get uneasy;

everytime since then, everytime i think of you, the only thing i can do i look down,
holding my hands close together, i dont know how long it have been for both of us;
but i do know itz been a long long time.
i know that u felt the same way like i do, those time...those memories;


Wednesday, October 3, 2007

stress

stress, very stress...hiaz hiaz hiaz........
how come so many things to do?
how come so many approval to pass?
how come so many how come?

stress, very stress...hiaz hiaz hiaz........
why so many paper to write?
why so many journals to read?
why so many discussion to attend?

stress, very stress...haiz hiaz hiaz.......
HAIZ...hiaz...Haiz...hAiz....haIz...hiaZ...HAIZ...HAIz...HaIz....HaiZ...HAiz.....

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

我和你之间

当你看着我时,
你看见什么?我不知道;但我在你眼你看见未来.
当我们站在一起时,
你感觉到什么?我不知道;但站在你身边我感觉两颗心慢慢靠近.
当我和你面对面时,
你有什么感受?感受我不知道;但在你面前感觉你的呼吸,让我满足.

在你面前,我就像个小孩;
有那么一些些的傻气,有那么一点点的天真,
那是因为你笑的灿烂;
在你面前,我也会变得更成熟;
无时无刻想把你紧紧拥在怀里,
要何护你,保护你;要做你的依靠,
那是因为你笑的甜美.

因为你,
在海中飘飘荡荡的日子已经不在精彩;
因为你,
每天早上都不再需要咖啡;
因为你,
吃面包不再需要果酱奶油;
因为你,
世界变的美妙无比;
我的快乐,开心,疯狂;伤心,沮丧,颓废;
全都因为你.

世界上最远的距离是什么?
不是"我在你面前而你不知道我爱你"
而是你我背对背时,
心与心的距离.

无视距离的存在,
当你回头对我浅浅微笑时,
我都能感觉你的温度,你的欢乐,你的气息.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

queens

today is the day both of the queens leave,
their flight, steppin on journey to UK,
all the best to both the ONGs,
sincerely wishing both of you all the best!!!

a short leaving,
people leaving and people staying behind both have all sorts of feelings in their hearts,
sadness, happiness, exciting, reluctant....

queens leaving,
tears running; but they're tears of joy...hoping the best for you all....

*ps# penang princess, dun forget my 7.1 pounds per month!!!!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

够爱,

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

手心里
还残留着你的温度
没想走
你好像说过
你和我 会不会有以后
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱 只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有
为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

i'm back!!!!!

so long i din put up any post edi!!!!!!!
I"M back, with more stuffs to write on, with a brighter personality, with a more fun blog, and unfortunately, with less EMOness!!!!!!!
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT
I"M BACK!!!!!!!!

Friday, August 3, 2007

爱,

爱,放开心胸的去爱;但,别爱的义无反顾,因为跌到受伤的永远会是自己.
回头望,有谁回在原点呢?
爱,放开心胸的去爱;但,别爱的毫无保留,因为心痛心酸的永远会是自己.
放眼望,有谁站在远方呢?

喜欢是少少的爱;爱却是无量的喜欢,
多与少,要如何衡量呢?
我只知道,我真心的喜欢一个人,
换来的是心碎,心如刀割的心情.

我是真的真的喜欢你,你却真的无动于衷?
冷冷的雨滴打在脸上,
分不清是泪或雨,
有谁在乎呢?

难道真的就只能在远处望着你吗?
难道真的就痴痴的等着那个人吗?

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

my bloggin time

purple cane took away my bloggin time, since i'm working late at night....i mean till late at night.....
i got no more time form my emoness........how???how???how???

Friday, July 27, 2007

whats wrong?

how does it feel to be lonely,
and there's no one there for you?
the depressive feelings can reli drive someone to crazy,
the sorrowness can reli push the person off limit,

the feeling of hugging someone,
but u know that someone would never be there,
is really hurting;
the feeling of standing in a busy place,
but your heart just feel so empty,
the air you breath in is so thin,

yes, i'm emotionally down,
i need something to cling on...
i need someone to hold on to;

watching people walk by one by one,
i;m emotionally down

Monday, July 23, 2007

Negaraku.....negaraKUKU....

lately i hav no time to update any post.....been rely busy, ,,ll,,
got time to die no time to get sick!!!
anyway, yr 2007 is malaysia's visit year, i guess thatz how they call it.....

Monday, July 9, 2007

ThIs song

Let this song, keep playing on repeat all night;

No one is wrong in story,

Is just that we get the chance to learn,

A chance to look at things clearer;

One chance to look at things that we never knew.

There’s nothing more to say,

Don’t say anything at this moment;

Let us be silent,

Our last hug, hug tightly;

The ending of our love.

Memories blast out in one second, all at once,

How to stop tears from flowing?

To hold tears back, don’t want to be seen crying,

Is it the best?

To look back at our old memories and feel sad about it?

We will be going different paths from this second onwards.

Steps that you left in my heart, steps that we left in each other’s heart.

How are we to ignore them? To treat it as never happened?

I don’t blame now, I’m thinking of the beginning,

Those days are the one I put my blame on;

Who turn their back on the other; and who was being stupid and dumb?

Time to be clear, am I awake yet?

The more I try to run away from these memories, the more I sink deep in to it;

Turning round and round, who will be the one that u you remember?

IS the show over yet?

Why is that that it ended this way? Looking at the swollen and red eyes;

Tears dropping,

Looking at the comedy turning to a sad story;

How are we to continue?

We can only keep the song playing and playing on repeat.

I can only listen harder and harder to the song,

You were like a part of my life, love was so sweet;

Like life belongs to the both of us; But now there’s nothing left but memories.

When the show is over, what have u left behind?

There’s no turning back,

The decision made hearts light,

When it is dark in the night;

When the heart turn back looking upon life,

There’ll be this one song playing again and again on repeat.

The moment that we went apart, it was the time that we went free,

It was the time that we set out heart free.

Memories are like stories, is just like a movie;

Now that I know, it will always touch my heart.

The show is over now; hurting in the heart is inevitable.

The scar that was left behind,

Let this song, echo around my head.

I tried to be happy, to stay happy every day every second;

There was once a time, that we were happy every moment,

How many times this song will play? There are just too many things that we can’t let go;

Lyrics are cutting my heart like blades, rhythms made my tears drop;

Since when is it that the memories start to freeze, like a closet that would never be open again;

From loving dreams to a mutual understanding of our matters, to the left of silence;

Let time deals with all the damage that had been done,

When the movie is over, memories are left at the corner,

Don’t turn back; don’t take the wrong path again.

And me, I can only turn away without walking back.

A puzzle cannot be completed without a template,

I wish you be living a happy life.

Is there a song that you let you start thinking, that will bring back all memories?

Is there a song that you will pretend not to hear it when it is being played?

When you listen to it , tears start to flow, but you just can’t lay your finger on the STOP button?

Is there such a song that we share out stories in it?

Now that we’re no longer there, the song stays there; the memories stay there.

Just let the song, keep playing tonight.

There’s nothing to be said, silence is a lot better for the situation.

Let us remain this way,

Memories is showing like a movie,

It will touch my heart always,

Just let this song, stay playing and echoing in my head.

autobots....

One fine day, some boring Malaysian decided to make a pirated movie of the famous TRANSFORMERS....
so the come out with things like this,
"of course la...Pirated ma.... is wat we're famous for"

The poster.....


The bad guy:::::



nothing so special so far huh???
obviously la....cuz patriotic Malaysians want their conutry to be the good guy....
so they created.....
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Optimus KANCIL.......
!$#@$%$!@%#$%^.......

Sunday, July 8, 2007

live and learn

Recently got to knwo that one of my OLD friend visit and read stuffs that i wrote in my blog;
This is for you to read, i think you know who your are...
there's no need for me to say more;
"I came home in the morning
And everything was gone
Oh what have I done
I dropped dead in the hallway
Cursing the dawn
Oh come on sun
Why must I burn
I’m just trying to learn

I stared into the light
To kill some of my pain
It was all in vain
Cause no senses remain
But an ache in my body
And regret on my mind
But I’ll be fine

Cause I live and I learn
Yes I live and I learn
If you live you will learn
I live and I learn
Well you get what you give
And hell yes I lived"
"adapted from The Cardigans-live and learn "

Regrets

When you are half way around the world, far away from my heart;
I’m still standing alone without any ending, without any exit;
Often time we regret things that we could have done,
Things that we did not do or say in time,
And when the time comes that we realize we are losing or already last that important things/person in our lives,
We’re always too late; no time for regrets, no time to be sorry.
Why do we always have to wait till the hurt have been done, the mistake have been done,
Only then we’ll think of it as our wrong, that we have to take on the responsibility;

People say this is life,
We are trying to learn, to feel life;
Trying to hold our tears,
Maybe to hide and deny our true feelings;
for me, I wouldn’t ask for the world to stop, for time to turn back,
Running away really doesn’t bring any good,
But there are those time that people will think of things that once matters so much,
Especially in the nights.

Often we forget that people around us need our care and love;
Excuses that we give bring people apart,
Without us knowing it, without time realizing it.
Often we complain things that happen around us are not as we wanted,
But when do we take the time to stop and look back at ourselves?
When do we take the time to think of what we been doing lately?
To think of what stupid things that we do?

The feeling or regretting,
Is a test that everyone need to go through;
Is just that the scar left behind needed some time to heal,

Don’t let things happening in our daily lives change who we are;
Don’t let unhappy things stay in your way;
Don’t give yourself a chance to regret.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

flight....relation....where am i?

relations are just like plane flight,
stading alone, looking for someone worth it...worth putting ur feelings into;
people come and go, different people pass by each and everyday,
is like standing in a airport...
meeting different people and different things everydy.

i walked away from the flight,
i was afraid, i was afriad that it was goin to crash and bring both the passengers to death...
i stepped away from boarding the plane,
somehow i did not regret;infact, i'm now glad that i stepped away.

To set meself loose, a new destination....the same course,
to set myself loose, a new person....the same things call relationship
love can be interesting, can be hurtful, sometimes educational...sometimes ridiculus;
is like i never thought our path will meet...
waiting for the day that linear lines cross paths....
waiting four us to cross our ways.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

one nice song



who thinks the girl is pretty ????raise ur hand....=)

YOU

i saw you when i was at the lowest point of my life,
u were so warm and bright....
giving me directions,
guiding me through the hard path....
i'm not sure what kindof feelings i have for you;
you're sweet and kind,
ur thoughts are free, you are so new to the world....
Naive and true,
i wish i could hold you right in my hands,
protect you from any harm,
shielding you against any danger situation....

you are my angel,
i hope i'm right, and i hope i'm treating you well.........

who is this YOU?
YOU know who you are....

Friday, June 22, 2007

POST LAJU MALAYSIA???call it POST SESAT MALAYSIA



today i went to LLM(Lembaga Lebuhraya Malaysia, the place is at KM6 Jalan Serdang Kajang. Near UPM and UniTEN.
we went there to TRY get our requested data on population for our PSY205 social PSYCH assignment...WE as in (YAO MING,{not from NBA}, MELISSA ONG, and CBT) we reach there and guess wat? almonst all of the important stuffs are not in, they went to penang, for sum kindne walk....so we talked to one guy that is quite nice, although he cant help us much but can see le..this guy made an attemp to help. When he and the other stuff told us:"Kami belum menerima itu surat rasmi dari Dean kamu......." i got panic a while....
as usual, u know la...government place...they receive the letter oso maybe they din pass it to the department yet...So, we went and check , and check, and check...to retrieve the letter...end up, they reli din receive wor.....
Story above, consider it a prologue, story about the letter is wat u reli wanna take a close look on....

it all happend on wednesday, alex and CBT went to pejabat post PUSAT BANDAR DAMANSARA to post a letter to LLM. after taking the letter from DR.GOH's office, we went to PEJAbAT POS...
At pejabat pos:
alex: we post pos laju rite? can reach faster...
CBT: ya, i think so oso...can reach faster...but there are two types here, how???which one to use?
after askin the guy he say sth lidis :"the normal pos laju type is jamin sampai esok only, no safety warrenty no nth, the better one will hav to get the signature of the person receiving, so a lot safer."
after much discussion, alex and CBT decided to take the better one.....
take form , write....write...filling up.....
alex pay for the posting fee...RM6

thursday nite....
on MSN.....
GROUP MEMBERS: how arr....cannot get contact of the ppl at LLM, i think we hav to go there edi.....
GROUP MEMBERS: (after long discussion) ok, we'll go tomolo( which is FRIDAY-today)

FRIDAY
morning, morning wake up edi...cuz suppose to meet in college b4 going to LLM.....
reach LLM, do some waiting and talking...found out our letter is not there yet...

REASON to get angry NO1: they call it pos laju for a reason rite?if i send on wednesday, suppose to reach on thursday rite??yesh, suppose to reash on tuursday!!!!Now, dunno where the letter is... AND i pay RM6 for the safety and fast delivery.

looking at the receipt, looking for post office number to try call them and check the status of the letter...

REASON to get angry NO2: no phone number on both the receipts...!?!?!?! how can???talak phone number????wat kind of service is this???
finally got the phone number, call them..after they throw us to department and department ( usual thing they do whenever they get a call, treat u like a ball..they kick kick until and c if u giv up and stop kacau them 1st..) finally, got to know the status of our letter....

REASON to get angry NO3: OUR letter memang pun sampai esok, just like how they say..."surat ini dijamin sampai esok"..only thing is, we want to send the letter to LLM, they send it to UNITEN....how F*CKING stupid can they be???cant u read???okla, maybe the stupid postman cannot read, cant you count???number of HURUF not same...BODOH, BABI...use ur otak sikit boleh????god din giv u that brain for you to just eat sleep and reproduce more stupid people like you!!!!

REASON to get VERY angry NO4: we call them to ask them wat they can do bout our latter, the "SMART-ASS" ask us to call PEJABAT POS KAJANG to check for ourselves...WOW, u made such a stupid mistake, and u expect us to take care of it ourselves???

REASON to get VERY ANGRY NO5: waste beng's credit call here call there, talk to this guy that guy..and nothing can be done.....

finally, get to talk to one guy AHMAD ( fake name used as the real spelling is unknown) , he promise that he'll get someone to retrieve our letter and hand it to LLM by 12 o'clock. So, 4 of us sat at the door outside LLM to wait for the postman.......
WAIT.....WAIT....tick tock...tick tock....wait.....
postman still not here yet, reach 12 o'clock...wonder where is the postman???call AHMAD, wanted to scold him for making empty promise....he say he'll try reach the postman, and then he'll call us back.....


REASON to get VERY VERY ANGRY NO6: he made his seconf empty promise, he din call us back!!!!hav to call him ourself, waste credit saja....

REASON to get EXTREMELY ANGRY NO7: we waited for almost 2 hours!!!!!bloody hell.....

then we started to make guesses...today is friday, even they get the letter, they'll go sembahyang 1st....then only slowly think wat to do with it,...got rely upset and angry......those who know me well know that most of the time, i try to hold me temper and try me best not to get angry....but this is too much......i was reli reli reli very angry, upset and feel like killing the postman and sueing the post office, i even call my QUEEN to ask for legal advice....

REASON to get EXTREMELY ANGRY NO8: we waited pass lunch hour for the letter....STUPID POSTMAN, u think we dun hav to eat???u better hav a good reason, like u die cuz kena run over by lorry or sth ..if not, i dun think my fist got eyes growing on them.....

REASON to get EXTREMELY angry NO9: we waited and waited and waited.....called and called and called...nth was done...

finally two postmn came...no claim to be pegawai from post office holding our letter, claimed that the letter was lying on the reception desk for some time....
HONESTLY, i dun think so, i was saw them standing at the enterence holding the letter, asking for directions.....

REASOn to get EXTREMELY HYPERLY-ANGRY NO10: they say that the letter was there, but there was no recod showing that the letter arrived any earlier..( LLM got the log book for postman to fill in when letters ar delivered) we were all sitting at the door like beggers...if got any postman came, i think they're big enough for us to see them.....

So, initially alex was the only one that saw the tww middle aged "kononnya" pegawai, i approach them, all filled up with angrer....i started to open fire like no one's business....i scold, yelled, scold......following advice from my queen, i din curse.....want to look more educated and a better person. and trust me, i tried very hard not to lay my fists on them.....

after the dramatic scene, basically nth much edi, we went for lunch, waited for a short while, gave the officers in LLM the letter, and left...

besically thatz it...
reflection of the wholoe thing;
REASON to GET EXTREMeLY EXTREAMLY ANGRY NO11: they know the letter went to the wrong place, and they din do anything bout it????WAT THE F*CK......hey, i paid for the so call jamin sampai esok thing oKKKKKKK........if this happen to my RM6 service, imagine la, wat happen to theRM2.50 wan???not to mention the RM0.30 stamp wan....no wonder letter get missing....
this is the reason why!!!!!

this is way too much, wat kind of service is this??? MLAYSIA BOLEH kononnya!!! so how am i goin to trust to send any important documents through post malaysia in the future??? dear malaysians, POST MALAYSIA is not trust worthy, so if u wanna send anything, better get other companies.....adalah macam macam service thatu can get here.....fedEX ke, DHL ke....anything, not POST MALAYSIA, y???
i've learn from my experience....i will never risk my documents going missing again......
as a conclusion, u tell me...was i wron got be angry and start scolding ppl????
u tell me, am i in the position to make an offical complaint to every media that i can get my hands on????

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

prepare to die...the one i love

Darkness came in silence,
true love that can't blossom under the moon light is crying;

The dead love feeling gone along with the wind,
can't do anything but stop relying on each other,
wat for?for a better future, a chance to attain a better future;

Reflections on the lake, it shook two bodies,
flowers on the hill complete our life.

But why?
Katana i'm holding is calling you in despair;
two souls that are bind together by fate,
tears cannot stop dropping;
the warm felling that was once familiar is no longer found from the same person's eyes..

forget the past memories, bury them, i turm myself into wind folling you everywhere;
coming with a great sorrowness, cutting through the clean air, no one can replace you in my heart
leaving with silence, deep hurting that cannot be seen by anyone, the feeling is dead.


if,
without that rain, can the blood stain still go off?
world with no mercy, no one can obtain eternal peace in their heart;
calling from heaven, can it beat the calling from another pounding heart?

episods after thousand years, where are them?
fate that were written millions of years ago, calm down peacefully.

But why?
Katana i'm holding is calling you in despair;

prepare to die....the one that i love.
亲爱的人,赴死吧…

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

translation

people, since i'm running out of ideas lately...i think i'm gonna post translation of my previous post...so for those who always say they cannot read my post....feel the EMOness of my blog ....

恋人-翅膀@ lovers-wings

每一对恋人,都想要有一双翅膀。
every couple need to have a pair of wings;
思念的时候,可以立刻飞到对方的身旁。
when one this thinking of the other, they can fly to the other person;
在爱情终止的时候,也需要一对翅膀,
when the relationship is over, one need wings too,
载着破碎的心,快速离开感伤的地方。
to leave the sad place, with a broken heart.

Monday, June 18, 2007

爱情, love

爱情
就像拾满地的玻璃碎过程一样,
有人拾的多,
有人拾的少,
也有人在拾的时候割伤了自己

love,
is like picking up glass on the floor,
some people pick up more,
some people pick up less,
there are also some who cut their hands when picking up the glass

Sunday, June 17, 2007

黑点;the black dot

有个老师进了教室,在白板上点了个黑点.
a teacher went into his classroom, and drew a black dot on the white-board.
他问班上的同学:"这是什么?"
Teacher then ask his students, :"what is this?
大家异口同声说:"一个黑点."
all the students gave the same answer: "a black dot.
老师故作惊讶的说:"只有一个黑点吗?怎么这么大的白板大家都看不见呢?"
the teacher gave a shock look, he asked his students:"how come no one notice the white-board?"

你看到的是什么?其实,每个人身上都会有缺点;
what do you see? every person have their short-comings;
缺点还是优点,你看到的是哪一个呢?
whether is something good or bad, which one do you see?
是否看到别人身上的黑点,而忽略了他们拥有的一大片白板呢?
do you look at the balck dot on a person, igoring the white-board that he/she have?

其实,每个人身上必然有许多优点.换个角度想想,也许我们看到的回更多,更广阔!
if we could change the way we look at certain things,
mayve we can see more things, see higher and wider...

Friday, June 15, 2007

习惯

我习惯你的呵护,习惯你的温柔;
习惯你的笑容;
甚至在不知不觉中,我习惯用你的方式微笑,用你的方式温柔;
我们彼此互相依赖,依赖着甜蜜的习惯.

我习惯在特定的时间听到电话铃声响起;
用最温柔的声音期待你的回应;
但当传来的声音不是你时,我总会有那么一点点失望.

然后有一天我们分开了,我难过,伤心,失望与不舍;
因为我还是一样依赖着这习惯,
但是我却必须舍弃"习惯"的权力;
我不再有权力习惯你的温柔及笑容.

于是我有了新的习惯;
我开始习惯想到你时流着泪悼念过去的记忆;
我开始习惯每天睡前不再有你的耳语;
我开始习惯每个夜晚站在露台看着月亮沉默不语;
我开始习惯...

直到有一天,我忙得忘了这些习惯;
我不在流泪;
不在习惯看着月亮发呆;
这时候,猛然发现已经很久,很久没有想起你的温柔;
我甚至有些忘了你的样子;
默默的,
我只记得你曾经有着那样好看的笑容,
不过,都已经是模模糊糊的的了.

那时候,逝去的爱情终于变得美丽,不再有遗憾.
我们害怕失去爱情,
也许只是在害怕失去对一个人甜蜜的"习惯";
或许换个角度,
我们并不是真的失去"习惯";
而是试着习惯没有习惯的生活;
着,也是一种习惯.

能清楚区分欣赏,喜欢与爱的人,
往往都是一发不可收拾的人,
因为知道自己的爱并非冲动之举;
所以不愿轻许,
如果给了,
就不回"轻"了.

Monday, June 11, 2007

离开

曾经天真的以为,幸福是必然的;
后来才知道,上天给你多少是幸,而你懂得珍惜多少是福.
人,
经一事,长一智;
在种种经过,有快乐,亦有悲伤;有消沉的,也有激励的;
历经人间酸甜苦辣;
最终在你身边的人又会是谁?
他或她?有可能会是你意想不到的人...
当你回头,转身的一刻;
看到的会不会是你想像中的他/她?
眼睁睁的看着你离开,默默的目送你走出我的生命交响曲...
我知道往未来的道路上,当我转身是,看到的人绝对不可能会再是你,
藏在心底的一句话,: " 可不可以不离开,我还爱你."

Sunday, June 10, 2007

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
this is about a person, a person that had to watch his girl leave him,
is like the wind from the thin air, cutting through his flesh , cutting him deep right straight to his heart.
he cant show that he is a weak person, yet deep inside, this man is hurt so deeply
all he wanted was for her to be happy,
he knows that all she cared about was another person....
he had to act happy all day just to please her,
when she left him for HIM, He did not say anything;
he was hiding his last words in his heart:"CAN YOU STAY?"

listening to this song, i feel like cryin...
did the composer wrote that song for me?how come i felt such impact upon listening to this song?
i never want to say goodbye, i know i'm lying to myself if i say i dont feel anything now...but everything is over now;
words deep within me, "i still love you", but what hav i done for you?what can i do?

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

something i found that i want to share

. . .

sometimes everything just doesn't happen as they are suppose to be,
the feelings is scary.
Is like quicksand, you are in it..you try hard to get out of it and you cant..everything around you start to fall apart;
and you dont know what is wrong....
the feeling is scary...

have you ever felt that you cant breath?
is like you are grasping for air, the woirld around you just stop...
you cant help it,
the only feeling is fear ;lost, perhaps...

how would you save yourself?
what will you do?
or maybe the more imporant question is , what can you do?

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

'glengarry glen ross'



F*ck you!!!!
F*ck ya'll!!!
man, i wish we get to see this show in TGV or GSC...
then, we'll only get to see the MUTE version of this show.....haha....

Monday, May 28, 2007

i wont be here for you

或许我的行为回让你觉得我很冷血,
maybe my actions will giv you the feeling that i'm cold hearted,
其实,我真的觉得这样是为你好.
i'm doing this for your own good.
原谅我的冷漠,
forgive me for treating you so cold,
我不求你体谅我为你做的一切;
i wouldn't want you to understand everything i've done for you;
但这一切一切都没有要伤害你的企图.
but,i don't mean to harm you with things i've done.
或许我回在一同样的心情去爱另一个人,
maybe i'll love another person with the same feeling, even more,
或许我永远都走走不出对你的思念;
maybe i won't be able to get out of this feeling forever;
但我们在一起的时间,对彼此来说都是让自己成长的经验.
but Time we spend together, those experience made us grow.
爱让人忘了自己,爱让人肝肠寸断;
Love, made people lose themselves, Love, brought sadness;
但我们都忘了爱让人长大,爱让人变坚强.
But, we never realize that love gave us the power to grow and be strong.
我爱你,是不二的事实;
i love you, this is nothing but the truth;
你再次回到他身边,没有改变;
again, yuo went back to his side, nothing changed;
唯一的改变是当你再受伤回来,我已经不在原地等你.
the only change is that, the next time you come back getting hurt, i won't be waiting at the very place for you.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Nicky Lee


Nicky Lee, u might or might not know him, he is a very good singer.He's from Korea,he can rap, can sing, and although he dont have Rain's look, but his look gives u the feeling that he is a very respopnsible, loving and caring person...Member of MACHI(formerly known as L.A. Boys) this dude is my new favourite singer.


我会好好过...one of his good songs....enjoy

choices

in life, we never know if we're doing the right things, if we r making the right decision, there are too many "WHAT IF", everything we do has a risk of going wrong, every decision that we gave up might be better.
these decision that we let go,we never know what are their outcome...what if we do not have the chance to encounter the same situation again? afterall, lightning never strikes at the same place twice...so,how r we to make the RIGHT decision??
Here's a tip, we never know..so, let things be, trust urself.HAve faith in urself in making the right choice. Think of it, u r the one making the decision, and if u dont trust urself, what the point of living?
between doing the right thing in ur heart and doing the right thing that how other people view it to be, is a hard choice to pick..so, think b4 u say anythig...

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

哈利波特與火影忍者

posting this on is a bit the hard, translation is super hard....when i got time i'll translate ....
有一天哈利、榮恩、妙麗三人練習現影術時不小心瞬到了木葉忍者村。

正當他們不知如何是好時,迎面走來了三個人。是忍者學校的頭痛三人組。

哈利:「你們看,那三人跟我們好像!」

鳴人:「像三小?」

哈利:「我們都是三人組的死黨,而且兩男一女。」

鳴人:「哪裡像了?我肚上有九尾的印記,而且童年過的很悲慘。」

哈利:「幹,我童年比你更悲慘。而且我額頭也有佛地魔弄的疤痕。」

鳴人:「我是孤兒。」

哈利:「我也沒爸媽。」

鳴人:「而且身為主角,我們要跟同年齡的小孩不一樣,所以我會絕招影分身。」

哈利:「我也有絕招,護法咒。同學都不會。」

鳴人:「也對,我就承認我們兩個很像吧。那其他人呢?」

小櫻:「我是三人組中功課最好的!中忍筆試時他們倆一人用寫輪眼作弊,一個很@@@
   的交白卷。」

妙麗:「我普等巫測都拿傑出。而且我也是三個人,不,我是全學年功課最好的。」

小櫻:「嗯,真的蠻像的。而且我的外號是禿額頭。」

妙麗:「我的外號是大門牙。」

小櫻:「我暗戀佐助。」

妙麗:「我暗戀榮恩。」

兩個女人間突然露出了惺惺相惜的眼神。

佐助:(關我屁事!)

鳴人:「沒錯,除了榮恩比佐助遜非常多以外,我們三人組可謂一樣。」

榮恩:「……」

佐助:「別把我和他相提並論,我來自木葉的古老忍術家族,有血繼限界。這哪裡相
   同了?」

榮恩:「我來自古老巫術家族,也有血繼限界。」

佐助:「我的血繼限界是寫輪眼,你最好是有。」

榮恩:「我們全家都有一頭紅髮。」

佐助:「白痴,你那叫遺傳。而且我對我哥抱持著恨意,你們卻一家融洽。」

榮恩:「我也對我哥抱持著恨意!傑克是個偉大的海賊,比爾是男學生主席,查理是
   @@傳奇搜捕手,派西比我早一步當上級長,弗雷和喬治又總是欺負我。就
   算我再傑出,也都有人比我先辦到了。」

佐助:「我可不記得你有個大哥叫傑克的。」

榮恩:「他離家很久了,你自然不認得。」

佐助:「他的全名叫啥?」

榮恩:「紅髮傑克。他也有我們這一族的血繼限界。」

佐助:「……」

這時候那兩個惺惺相惜的女人開始在一旁聊起八卦來了。

妙麗:「我跟妳說喔。榮恩老是忌妒哈利,因為他是學校的風雲人物……」

小櫻:「佐助也忌妒鳴人會螺旋丸後不知到要強到什麼地步……」

榮恩:「住口!大門牙!」

佐助:「住口!禿額頭!」

榮恩與佐助互看了一眼,突然產生了一種英雄所見略同的感覺。

而鳴人則打斷了他們之間的爭吵。

鳴人:「相同點還不只這些,我們是忍者學校,你們是巫術學校。我們的同學間也有
   很像的人。」

小櫻:「誰?」

鳴人:「日向寧次,他有白眼。」

哈利:「跩哥馬份,他超白目。」

鳴人:「除了他以外還有一個。」

小櫻:「我怎麼都想不出來?」

佐助:「我知道了,我們有個死胖子同學兼戰友。」

這時候突然一個巨大的肉球從天而降。

丁次:「幹,別叫我死胖子!」

佐助:「你們有嗎?」

哈利:「胖子我們當然有。出來吧,奈威。」

只見一個圓臉男孩畏畏縮縮的從哈利身後出來。

丁次:「倍化術!」

然後丁次狠狠的瞪著他。

奈威:「我、我什麼都不會……」

瞬間鳴人、佐助、小櫻、丁次笑到抱著肚子在地上打滾。突然一個小東西從奈威手中蹦跳而出。

奈威:「阿,吹寶!」

鳴人突然衝上前抓起那個小東西,是隻蟾蜍。

鳴人:「對了,我可以跟蟾蜍說話呢!嘿,小東西。」

吹寶:「……」

鳴人:「說大聲點。」

吹寶:「幹你娘。」

鳴人在掌中運起螺旋丸,蟾蜍瞬間被攪成肉屑。

奈威:「我的蟾蜍!」

鳴人:「別急,還你一隻就是了。」

然後他用通靈之術叫了文太出來。

鳴人:「有點大隻,將就點吧。」

他看了看哈利,表情似乎在說,你也會嗎?

哈利:「我也能跟蛇說話。」

鳴人:「喂,羅琳抄襲抄的太嚴重了吧?」

哈利:「屁,明明就是岸本抄我們的。」

小櫻:「別吵了!」

妙麗:「別吵了!」

這時兩個女人又對看了一眼,露出惺惺相惜的眼神。

鳴人:「好,接下來談老師。」

哈利:「我們有瘋眼穆敵,他的魔眼能穿透女生內褲!」

佐助:「我們有卡卡西,他老是看那本親熱天堂!」

鳴人:「哇靠!羅琳連這也抄,兩個都是一隻眼睛異於常人的大色胚!」

哈利:「石內卜是間諜,他是佛地魔派來的!」」

鳴人:「說到間諜我們難道沒有麼?那個兜學長也是大蛇丸派來的。」

哈利:「佛地魔是我們的大反派,校長鄧不利多就是因為佛地魔的暗殺計畫而死  
   的。」

鳴人:「大蛇丸是我們的大反派,村長火影大人也是給大蛇丸弄死的。」

哈利:「佛地魔和大蛇丸還真像。他們兩人都喜歡蛇。」

鳴人:「對阿,而且還是超怕死的膽小鬼。」

哈利:「一個怕死掉而用分靈體。」

鳴人:「一個怕死掉一直換身體。」

哈利:「媽的,我真的忍不下去了。我要告岸本騎屎違反著作權法!」

鳴人:「幹,明明就是A.K.羅琳抄襲我們,只不過把忍術改成巫術而已!」

哈利:「岸!」

鳴人:「琳!」

榮恩:「岸琳老師!」

這時在一旁沉默不語的佐助突然說話了。

佐助:「幹,陳水扁肚子上也有疤痕,那他不就抄你們兩個的?」

鳴人:「……」

哈利:「……」

一場鬧劇就這樣的在木葉忍者村上演了。

NEW sem

new semester, new life...
new subjects, new books...
i'll move on, i'll try my best...
all the wrong, this is my chance to make them right...
focus on the right things, right person...
stop doing things that'll make my life miserable...
i'll eat the right things, i'll get my fitness ready in time...
i wont,
i wont...eerr...i wont skip class
i wont sleep in class...
i wont start my assignments last minutes,
i wont , so many i wont's, wonder which one i can keep up to, i'll try my best....

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

雨中的纸鹤

男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。
那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。
后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次出现在她梦中的巴黎。
女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会﹐
你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……
男孩在女孩去了法国后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做。许多年过去了﹐在朋们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。
有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢慢地走。
男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司,让他们知道他不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男孩呆了....
这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨中显得如此生动。
女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说
"如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透。
男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往下淌血。
这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔,反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

Sunday, May 6, 2007

悲鸣的长刃

暗也里悄然而来,月光下绽放瞬间的真爱无法延续的悲哀;
风声中飘然而去,也只好停止对方的依赖;为了能够遇见未来;
是湖水摇晃了两个身影,是山花灿烂了彼此生命;
可是…为什么手中的长刃会对你悲鸣?
被宿命禁锢的人 泪流不停,
熟悉的眼里 看不见温情;
忘掉回忆 埋葬自己, 化作风跟随你
呼啸着蜿蜒而来,割裂那岁月留下的空白,冥冥中不可替代,
安静地盘旋离开,断崖中深不见底的祸害,逝去的魂归来.
若,
没有那场雨, 是不是还可以洗去着一身的血迹;
水火无情 世人终究得不到安宁;
你就让他追随,纠缠不清.
天堂的美景又怎胜过心灵的呼应?
万年后的剧情 下落不明;
千年前的宿命 渐渐平静.
可是…为什么手中的长刃会对你悲鸣?
亲爱的人,赴死吧…

Friday, May 4, 2007

blog????do you think this is my blog???

my blog, never really look like one...haha....
i consider it a place to write something , something that i feel worth people thinking of,
some small lessons of life,thatz what the whole thing is about...
"小品" , is wat i'm tryin to say here, if u can read the words there.....
欢迎光临小桂子的生活小品.....
welcome to Mr.Loo's lesson of life....

happiness,快乐

快乐,不是必然的...
然而..快乐却是不可缺少的...
不是必然却有不能缺少??怎么说??
现在,静下心想想...
没有快乐你能不能继续活着?
但你想要活在一个没有快乐的世界吗?
快乐在你的生命中占据多大的位置?
相信不用我说,答案应该很清楚...
快乐真的不是必然的...但,何了而不为?

做人,很多时候很矛盾.该如何面对某些事?该如何在对与对之间选择对的...
一笑而过不是最好的方法,也未必是最佳的办法,
但我肯定是最"阐"的方法.
只要等静下心,快乐的面对...
人生,其实并不这么糟.

记得我说过,"转身不时最软弱" 现在真的明白了.

Happiness, is not something necessary..
however, it is something that we cannot live without..
NOT necessary, but cannot live without it?
how to put these two together...???
think of it,
will you keep living withuot happiness?
but, do you wanna live in a world without happiness??
weight happiness in your life, how big a space it holds,
everyone has a different answer, i dun have to say it,
but the answer is clear.
Happiness, really is not necessary, but why not??

stayin and living, sometimes put us in a very hard position;
how do we face certain people or matter?
how do we make the right decision, given the option of a "right" and "right"??
to smile and let it off a while is not the best way, not the most effective either;
but for sure i can tell you it is the most "ZEN" way.
keep your head, think closely,
is not that bad afterall...

i remember saying, turning away doesn't mean one is weak, the understanding move on to another higher level now...

Monday, April 30, 2007

男佣

巴掌巴不够 活该倒楣的是我,
我只是你的男佣,
健身健不够 还要懂一点幽默,
煮饭烧菜你不懂 洗衣擦地的粗活;全部都由我来做.

如果你累了 酸了 瘫了 我帮你按摩,
不管你站著 坐著 趴著 我在你左右,
如果你气了 哭了 闷了 我帮你按摩,
我是你的男佣 一天到晚上工,一周全年无休 让你越过越轻松.

这是男佣歌词,减接后就变成这样.
送给我的皇后.

tag

i dun normally do tag, but since 皇后 tag me, i guess i hav to giv some 面子,

5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG.....
-do i hav one?dunno where it went since the last day of exam
-i think i hav books in it
-i think i hav notes..
-eerr....possibly pen and exam docket
-maybe rubbish

5 THINGS FOUND ON YOUR PURSE/WALLET.....
-money
-ic
-lesen pemamdu Malaysia
-sushi kiing card
-reload card

5 FAVOURITE THINGS IN YOUR ROOM.....
-my bed
-death note
-中国四大文学..
-books
-comics
-still...i like my bed!!!!

5 THINGS YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO.....
-eat like i dun hav to meet 27/07
-sleep 24 hours a day
-visit Scotland
-go round the world in 80 days like jackie chan
-touch a dolphin

5 THINGS YOU ARE CURRENTLY INTO.....
-diet
-diet
-diet
-diet
-diet

5 PEOPLE YOU TAG.....
-melO
-jon
-natC
-mel Kecik
-i wonder who eles read my blog....
-

Friday, April 27, 2007

Freedom

i'm free, no longer trouble by small idiotic matters...
自由的代价,是无限的肝肠寸断;
但在伤心过后,带来的是希望及欢乐...
放开胸膛,真的回好过些...
我自由了,真的不再为过去缅怀.
说不上骄傲,但对自己做的决定没有愧疚.
曾经我在辩场上,滔滔不绝的发表我的雄伟大论...
对种种别的问题,总能够作出瞬间的判断..
但若没了在身边的人,要在此事件中全身而退,恐怕会比登天还难...
谢谢,太俗气了...
我只能在心地默默的感谢你...

Sunday, April 22, 2007

男人海洋

这首歌,周传雄的男人海洋;送给你,虽然以前听是颇有感触,但没想到,发生在我身上时竟让我如此狼狈...
其实,说走..最难过的是我,离开是我最不想看到的场面...
当我抱着你的时候
窗外风起黄叶飘落
以为是浪漫
原来只是有心在飞走
不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

Thursday, April 19, 2007

kawanku(muar chinese singer's 2nd song)



this is here for people who are too stress to laugh at, no offence...
歌词并不代表本人立场.
要听就不要赌懒.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

the dark wings


我的肩膀没有力量,撑起你建筑的美丽家乡;真实在前方,并不是能够转身就忘.

在你的梦幻国度里,我不会是国王;也不可能是.以前不是,现在不是,以后也不会是.

就当着让自己成长吧,让爱的感觉随风而去.

我们的旅行,还没实现;我的承诺,亦未履行.提起现实的行囊, 让我的心出走.

我有我的黑色翅膀,无法飞翔在你的天堂.精灵们冷冷的目光, 让你我堕落在彼此脚下!

我收不起黑色的翅膀,只能在黑暗的馀光你浅浅游荡. 就算聚集再多的光芒, 也只是披着天使外衣的恶魔.

炫耀着我的黑色翅膀,卸下我深白色圣战的武装翱翔在我的空间.振翅吧, 黑色翅膀



Monday, April 16, 2007

close shop

notice:
due to finals,

风雨断肠人' stall

will close until when it is open again....
没事别找我,因为有事我回找你.....

Friday, April 13, 2007

亲爱的,痛吗?

有位男孩很爱女孩,把她当宝一样的捧在手里.下雨时,男孩总是把雨伞尽量撑在女孩身上, 而自己身上都湿了却笑得很甜,女孩很感动,也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她.那天,他们一起去散步回来,路过一个工地,突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来.男孩赶紧用身 体包住女孩,可是突然地男孩将女孩的身体背转过来,自己倒在了地上.女孩重重的摔在他身上,而石头正好砟在女孩的额头,血慢慢的流了出来女孩哭着跑了回 家,她真的很失望...

男孩给她打了很多通电话, 她没接就把手机关了,把自己关在房间痛哭.直到被敲门声惊醒,她妈妈告诉她,男孩被一根铁筋刺穿了肺部,失血过多离开了人世...她疯了一样地跑去医院, 男孩躺在白色的病床上,手里紧紧地握着手机,上面写着这样一条信息:"亲爱的,当我看到地上的铁筋时,我已经没有办法为你挡住石头了.亲爱的,痛吗? "...女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭...好好珍惜你爱的人,不要等失去后才来珍惜.

talak bekalan elektrik????



today i went to coll to study.....(hardworkingnya!!!!) ...
din study much oso....
then 5sth almost 6, it is time to go home.....
yeah..yeah..balik kampung....eehh...no..balik rumah!!

when i reach tren station...KTM station, Kuala Lumpur Sentral Station, one sad place i hav to go everyday....
i found out sth amaZZZing....
itu plat from TALAK BEKALAN Elektrik???
lidis oso can??how can komuter station can run out of power wan???
HAIZZZZ>......but apa boleh buat??? MALAYSIA BOLEH ma......kononnya...wat to do???

so wat happen leh????
walauA, really kanasai o.....
4 platform bcum 2 platform,

ok, come..lets do some logical thinking.....
now, 4 platfrom bcum 2 platform; 6sth in the evening( everyone oso wanna balik rumah time); raining outside; train for TTWWWOOO destination usin the same platform; and like usual....train DELAYYYYYY!!

so, is a lot of people, plus a lot of people, add damn a lot of people....think of it, people in the whole place standin at 2 platform yg kecik....tryin to get on the train......

is A LOT of ORANG......

now think of it oso takut!!!!
walau..i tell u, people mountain people sea...( 人山人海)
sth i dun understand....no power how come got lights wan???
how come the other 2 platforms are workin???(lucky the other 2 platforms are workin..haha)
then when i finally got on the the train....
i thought my nightmare was over....
out from the fryin pan, i went into the fire.....
i face was stuck right on the door for 6 stations...until i get down from the train....
fuiyo....stuck to the door wei....
u wanna how how is it??go open 3-4 cans of sardines, and put all of them in 1 can....
is human-tuna!!!!!

remind me of takin bus to KL sentral from jln. dungun....
i took the rapid KL bus, T82....
my face was also stuck to the door....that time still got one poor soul with me....guess who???
is sexy, i mean sek hee the teddy bear....
we were stuck to the door....

although i dunno how it happen, but i'm proud to say....
"i survived KTM (13/04/2007)!!!!!!"


Thursday, April 12, 2007

i like you

i like the way u look at me and smile when our eyes meet durin class

i like the way u sit near me, talkin softly like a small girl

i like the way u look at me


i like the way you say hi to me

i like that way u try to act cute, when u r already cute

i like the way u look at me, put ur head down....lookin a bit afraid, carefully sayin sorry to me

i like the way we walk side by side and you say nothing

i like the way you try your best to whack me, and it doesn't hurt

i like the way you smile when i pretend that i'm in pain although i'm not cuz it doen't hurt at all

i like the way you look when i get you something you like

i like the way you try to look angry when you know you are not at all

i like the way you look good in anything,

i like u for the way u are...

i like you cuz u're who you are, pure and clear,

i like you the way when i try to trick you and you play along with it,

i like the way you say no,but i still walk you to your car,

i like the way we walk to buy food,

i like the way you look at me and blink your eyes,

i like the way you are happy to watch horror movie,

i like the way when i'm with you, you bring sunshine everywhere,

i like the way you are always smiling,

i like the way you have tears in your eyes but you try to act strong,


RE:
i like it when u try so hard but never ask anything in return,

i like it when you wipe my tears away when i'm down,

i like it when you try hard to trick me but fail,

i like how you look to d back of d class,and how you come round to find me,

i like how you tease me bout being a lil child,

i like you making extra effort to walk me to my car,

i like the way you crouch down when you watch horror movie,

i like the way you keep quiet when you hav something in mind,

i like how other ppl tellme bout ur change when i'm not round,

i like how you notive lil things bout me,

i like how u set ur wallpaper to our pic and how u changed ur ringtone to my favourite song

i like how you buy me food and collect exam docket without me askin...




I like, I like.....
this is sth emo and sweet....

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

10/04/2007

10/04/2007, is a date so special,
so special that i wannt tell the whole world about it,
Watz so special about today???
today is the day where all the assignments are due...(KECUALI those poor souls who are takin PSY213)
YEAHHHHH.....no more assignments for this SEM...,
for those who cannot get y am i so happy..
(kindly refer to mingzi's blog on why assignment should not even exist)
ASSIGNMENTS all habis!!!!
bye bye review paper, bye bye lit review, bye bye peer review journals......
hello text books, hello finals.....
HEEEEELLLLLOOOO!!!!!holidays!!!!!
=====================================================================================
and HAPPY B"DAY to roberta.
=====================================================================================

Saturday, April 7, 2007

对不起,我爱你;i'm sorry, i love you

你跑过一千五百米吗? have you ever run 1500 meters?
想象,当你在抵达重点前的一百米处, imagine, when you are at the last 100 meters
"双腿不听使唤,停顿不前" "your legs are not listening to you, you cant move them"
这感觉是怎样的呢? What are your feelings?

我不是个浪漫的家伙 i'm not a romantic person
却甘心为你这样做 but i'm willing to do it for you
想要什么都跟我说 tell me what you want, let me know what is in your heart

我是不是有一点孩子气 am i being a bit childish?
太多的愿望在心中 too many things, wishes is in my heart
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我... most important is , i love you and u love me

我明白,我真的明白...i understand, i really do
受过伤害的你,现在像刺猬般般紧紧的保护着自己.
u're feelin hurt, and you're protecting yourself like a porcupine now
腾出空间吧,让我对你好, give me some space, let me treat you nice
让我保护你,呵护你... let me be the one that protects you, let me care for you
让你不再受到伤害...let you stay save by my side

你不能拒绝他,也不能否定你对我的感情;
you cannot reject him, on the ohter hand, u cant ingore the feelings between us
我真的让你陷入进退两难的困境.i know put in an uncomfortable situation
对不起,我爱你 i'm sorry, i love you
数到五,答应我吧... count to five, promise me
我爱你...i love you.

Friday, April 6, 2007

你,

感情用事??我真的不觉得...
是否我太自私?
感情世界里, 容不得第三个人的出现.
信任与不信任之间,
总得作出决定.
我真的很想全心全意的对你深信不疑,
但摆在眼前,一切一切都不得不让我动摇了.
我提不起勇气去面对, 因为我怕,
害怕回失去你.
害怕再一次失去你,
因为我已经习惯呼吸你的存在...
我们绕了这么一圈才相遇,
我比谁都明白你的重要.
在一呼一吸之间,你已慢慢变成我生命的一部分.
你是水,空气,及养分.

Monday, April 2, 2007

旋律

this is the lyric for the song melody, i think this song is good enough ti describe my feelings now, nth for me to add, it fits right in....

你是眼里的音乐 最动心的歌
You're the music in my eyes, the misic that touched my heart
你播着 全世界突然亮了
listening to you, the whole world became bright

多么实在的感觉 望着你的脸
Looking at your face, this feeling is so real
这一刻 我到了被人遗忘的永远
feel like i've reach the long forgotten forever,

在陌生的街 天让我们遇见
GOd gave us the chance to meet in among the strangers
像迷路的人找到了回家的路线
Feel like a person's that is lost found the way home

你的美丽我要珍惜 昨天会忘记
i'll appreciate ur beauty,
是谁遗失了你 我愿陪着你找回自已
who made u lost urself, let me be the one that will be there for you

当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里
when ur name is remembered as melody in my brain,
我已确定 那个人就是你
i'm sure that person is YOU
窝在我心里最动听的Melody
the best MELODY in my heart

旋律(melody)-http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/147566ht.htm

Thursday, March 29, 2007

lately, lately.....i got no time for the EMOness

WAlau.....nowadays la no more time to play online game edi la,
i miss my wan mei online,
i miss maple story,
i miss pirate king online( lvl 40, sharpshooter..), how long i used edi....haiz,hiaz,
why leh?
assignments, presentation... so many things to do;
so much time used on studies, so many times used to read journals,
so many time used to prepare for the presentation, for 1 mark only...y i so POK MENG???
how come arr???maybe can win the presentation??
aiyo, got so many other ppl presenting, when will coem to my turn la...
got Meloon summore, i think that group, terror WEI.....well, at least i think so la...=)
haha.....
i no time for my EMO blogs edi....
hiaz, so u r readin this instead of my emoness,
and JOn, thanks la....
Got u , got extension; if not for u, i'll be working my ass off now....

Saturday, March 24, 2007

L.O.V.E. 爱情

爱的力量,
有多大?
爱,令人充满力量.
爱的力量,
有多少?
爱令人无所不能.
爱,爱,爱
仁爱,怜爱,痛爱,恋爱,种种的爱...
我要的,
我不清楚...
因为爱,
不但能蒙蔽双眼,
还能令心灵紧闭.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Perhaps love,

I don’t remember when it happened.
I’d get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It’s a little awkward that I keep saying to you that “it’s nothing”
and that “my heart’s just trifling”

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings, the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I’m already inside of you, just how you’re inside of me.
I don’t know if we’ve gotten used to the meaning between us.

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I’ll make up for all the time lost.

I’ll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can’t leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me

I’m loving you (until then)
like this (only you) already