whats wrong?

how does it feel to be lonely,
and there's no one there for you?
the depressive feelings can reli drive someone to crazy,
the sorrowness can reli push the person off limit,

the feeling of hugging someone,
but u know that someone would never be there,
is really hurting;
the feeling of standing in a busy place,
but your heart just feel so empty,
the air you breath in is so thin,

yes, i'm emotionally down,
i need something to cling on...
i need someone to hold on to;

watching people walk by one by one,
i;m emotionally down

Negaraku.....negaraKUKU....

lately i hav no time to update any post.....been rely busy, ,,ll,,
got time to die no time to get sick!!!
anyway, yr 2007 is malaysia's visit year, i guess thatz how they call it.....

ThIs song

Let this song, keep playing on repeat all night;

No one is wrong in story,

Is just that we get the chance to learn,

A chance to look at things clearer;

One chance to look at things that we never knew.

There’s nothing more to say,

Don’t say anything at this moment;

Let us be silent,

Our last hug, hug tightly;

The ending of our love.

Memories blast out in one second, all at once,

How to stop tears from flowing?

To hold tears back, don’t want to be seen crying,

Is it the best?

To look back at our old memories and feel sad about it?

We will be going different paths from this second onwards.

Steps that you left in my heart, steps that we left in each other’s heart.

How are we to ignore them? To treat it as never happened?

I don’t blame now, I’m thinking of the beginning,

Those days are the one I put my blame on;

Who turn their back on the other; and who was being stupid and dumb?

Time to be clear, am I awake yet?

The more I try to run away from these memories, the more I sink deep in to it;

Turning round and round, who will be the one that u you remember?

IS the show over yet?

Why is that that it ended this way? Looking at the swollen and red eyes;

Tears dropping,

Looking at the comedy turning to a sad story;

How are we to continue?

We can only keep the song playing and playing on repeat.

I can only listen harder and harder to the song,

You were like a part of my life, love was so sweet;

Like life belongs to the both of us; But now there’s nothing left but memories.

When the show is over, what have u left behind?

There’s no turning back,

The decision made hearts light,

When it is dark in the night;

When the heart turn back looking upon life,

There’ll be this one song playing again and again on repeat.

The moment that we went apart, it was the time that we went free,

It was the time that we set out heart free.

Memories are like stories, is just like a movie;

Now that I know, it will always touch my heart.

The show is over now; hurting in the heart is inevitable.

The scar that was left behind,

Let this song, echo around my head.

I tried to be happy, to stay happy every day every second;

There was once a time, that we were happy every moment,

How many times this song will play? There are just too many things that we can’t let go;

Lyrics are cutting my heart like blades, rhythms made my tears drop;

Since when is it that the memories start to freeze, like a closet that would never be open again;

From loving dreams to a mutual understanding of our matters, to the left of silence;

Let time deals with all the damage that had been done,

When the movie is over, memories are left at the corner,

Don’t turn back; don’t take the wrong path again.

And me, I can only turn away without walking back.

A puzzle cannot be completed without a template,

I wish you be living a happy life.

Is there a song that you let you start thinking, that will bring back all memories?

Is there a song that you will pretend not to hear it when it is being played?

When you listen to it , tears start to flow, but you just can’t lay your finger on the STOP button?

Is there such a song that we share out stories in it?

Now that we’re no longer there, the song stays there; the memories stay there.

Just let the song, keep playing tonight.

There’s nothing to be said, silence is a lot better for the situation.

Let us remain this way,

Memories is showing like a movie,

It will touch my heart always,

Just let this song, stay playing and echoing in my head.

autobots....

One fine day, some boring Malaysian decided to make a pirated movie of the famous TRANSFORMERS....
so the come out with things like this,
"of course la...Pirated ma.... is wat we're famous for"

The poster.....


The bad guy:::::



nothing so special so far huh???
obviously la....cuz patriotic Malaysians want their conutry to be the good guy....
so they created.....
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Optimus KANCIL.......
!$#@$%$!@%#$%^.......

live and learn

Recently got to knwo that one of my OLD friend visit and read stuffs that i wrote in my blog;
This is for you to read, i think you know who your are...
there's no need for me to say more;
"I came home in the morning
And everything was gone
Oh what have I done
I dropped dead in the hallway
Cursing the dawn
Oh come on sun
Why must I burn
I’m just trying to learn

I stared into the light
To kill some of my pain
It was all in vain
Cause no senses remain
But an ache in my body
And regret on my mind
But I’ll be fine

Cause I live and I learn
Yes I live and I learn
If you live you will learn
I live and I learn
Well you get what you give
And hell yes I lived"
"adapted from The Cardigans-live and learn "

Regrets

When you are half way around the world, far away from my heart;
I’m still standing alone without any ending, without any exit;
Often time we regret things that we could have done,
Things that we did not do or say in time,
And when the time comes that we realize we are losing or already last that important things/person in our lives,
We’re always too late; no time for regrets, no time to be sorry.
Why do we always have to wait till the hurt have been done, the mistake have been done,
Only then we’ll think of it as our wrong, that we have to take on the responsibility;

People say this is life,
We are trying to learn, to feel life;
Trying to hold our tears,
Maybe to hide and deny our true feelings;
for me, I wouldn’t ask for the world to stop, for time to turn back,
Running away really doesn’t bring any good,
But there are those time that people will think of things that once matters so much,
Especially in the nights.

Often we forget that people around us need our care and love;
Excuses that we give bring people apart,
Without us knowing it, without time realizing it.
Often we complain things that happen around us are not as we wanted,
But when do we take the time to stop and look back at ourselves?
When do we take the time to think of what we been doing lately?
To think of what stupid things that we do?

The feeling or regretting,
Is a test that everyone need to go through;
Is just that the scar left behind needed some time to heal,

Don’t let things happening in our daily lives change who we are;
Don’t let unhappy things stay in your way;
Don’t give yourself a chance to regret.

flight....relation....where am i?

relations are just like plane flight,
stading alone, looking for someone worth it...worth putting ur feelings into;
people come and go, different people pass by each and everyday,
is like standing in a airport...
meeting different people and different things everydy.

i walked away from the flight,
i was afraid, i was afriad that it was goin to crash and bring both the passengers to death...
i stepped away from boarding the plane,
somehow i did not regret;infact, i'm now glad that i stepped away.

To set meself loose, a new destination....the same course,
to set myself loose, a new person....the same things call relationship
love can be interesting, can be hurtful, sometimes educational...sometimes ridiculus;
is like i never thought our path will meet...
waiting for the day that linear lines cross paths....
waiting four us to cross our ways.