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Fencing

2008-09-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

1 Fencing is a very exciting sport, you'll LOVE it...

2 Fencing builds your stamina big time...

3 Fencing teaches you discipline...

4 Fencing teaches you to make fast decisions...

5 Fencing shapes up your body powerfully...

6 Fencing sharpens your focus like you have never done before...

7 And above all Fencing is fun...

Now let me explain each point to you. You have read till so far, now keep on reading.How exciting can fencing be? Do you remember Zorro, Musketeers or the Jedi Knights? Did you watch any of them?Did you not thought by your self that it looked fast and exciting. And did you never wanted to fence like Zorro. And leave your initials on the bad guys suit? Or wield the light saber like Master Luke. Now you can In HUC FENCING CLUB.

Fencing builds stamina.

I hear you thinking how this statement above makes sense. None of the silver screen heroes ever breaks a sweat. True thats why they are actors. In the real fencing you do. This is what makes it such an attractive sport if you want to lose weight or become fitter. To give you a comparison with more well known sports. Fencing is on par with sport like Badminton and Squash when it comes to burning calories and time for time fencing burns more!

Fencing teaches discipline.

Well how then by instruction? No, the discipline comes from within you. Contrary to popular belief that fencing is easy to do. Image yourself sword in hand there you come blazing at your opponent, stop here you did not think that it is that easy. First of all your opponent will see you come and will be ready and waiting for you. But you wanted to attack so desperately because it feels so good. In fencing you have to wait and find the right opportunity. So no more impulsive behaviour. In short you have to learn to hold on to your horses! Discipline disciple!

Learn to make fast decisions

Did you ever see real fencing on TV (Euro sport has fencing a few times a year) If you seen it you know Fencing is fast, very quick. For somebody new to the sport it may be too difficult to follow. A lot of times fencers have options when they do their fencing actions. It maybe unobvious to the newcomer. Fencers have to weigh their options and decide in mere fraction of a second which option they choose. And all of this under great pressure! Come learn fencing with HUC Fencing Club and we teach you how.

Fencing shapes you body

Fencing utilizes a lot of the bodys muscles especially the hips and thy muscles. Fencing is not body building but because of the fast character of the sport muscles in fencing get well trained and well shaped.

You learn to focus and concentrate.

A fencer has to watch every move of his opponent very carefully in order to prepare his own action. The focus and concentration that are needed for this is enourmous. It is not uncommon for fencers not to hear or feel anything when fencing because of the deep focus and concentration. It is something difficult to describe but if you are new to fencing it is something that will increase when you start fencing.

Fencing is fun

If you like to compete, fencing is for you. You dont need a personal trainer. You and your opponent will push each other to the limits having lots of fun.If you have read till here, then you must have lots of questions.

Text about fencing adapted from ampangfencing.com

Giddens

2008-09-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

如果青春是一场雨,
那我还想再淋一场雨.....

九把刀,一个将文字玩弄与股掌尖的人,
当阅读着九把刀的文章,那霸道,无厘头,天真,浪漫的风格无所不在...
让我不知不觉越来越期待"刀式"的创作.
从哈棒老大,到魔力棒球,到那些年我们一起追过的女孩,少林第八铜人,狼嚎....
九把刀彻底的让我们看见他的无限文采....
赞!!!

在让人看了会觉得很热血,觉得自己突然很幼稚的创作...毅然发现九把刀浪漫的一面....
赞!!!

i'm back我回来了....

2008-09-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

我回来了....
回来征服宇宙,将全世界踩在我脚底...
我将成为宇宙的主轴,全部的核心,
我就是冠军,主宰!!!!
全世界将围绕着我公转,自转;
太阳,地球.....管它什么玉帝,神仙,阿拉.....通通给我靠边站;
我不管,也不想管....因为我将成为主宰!!!!!!万物的神!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我回来了!!!!!!

为你写诗

2008-05-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子

吴克群 - 为你写诗作词：吴克群作曲：吴克群

post work,ad some thoughts....

2008-04-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

member day had just past, couple hours ago....
this is my 1st ever member day, although the working exerience is nice and fun,challenging and past-paced, but it could hav been better.
what Evon and Pei Voon said make perfect sense, sort things out first, know where is everything, so that u wont get lost and be blur and make mistake and waste precious time making customers wat and wait just to pay, ..so true. if things were put in a more orderly way, poor Maggie wont have to come back 3 times waitin to pay for her reserved things, cz we couldn't locate ALL of them at one go...poor thing...."Maggie, if you are reading this, my bad, ok?...i'll make it up by buyin 1 piece of cake fro secret recpie...=)" "err...i hope i wont hav to go up 3 times to eat the 1 piece of cake arrrr.....hahahaa"
and i know this is nth new,(again, if you're reading this, this one i greatly doubt) but congratz.....AuYong, u're married. seen u a few times after that, never had chance to congratz you. only saw ur WIFE on sat after so long.=) thanks for giving me tips on 武夷岩茶 , you're not车大炮,or 大炮车,nor 炮灰. learn a lot from you everytime we talk.... and they're alwas useful. Notice, i said EVERYTIME, u reli taught me a lot of things,
gratz to Catherine who gave birth couple days ago....=)

working in purple cane is fun, is an interest, culture to explore and learn. So much to learn, and so many nice ppl to meet, through them, through tea, through seniors, through the ART of making tea, there're so much for us to learn....therefore i conclude, working in purple cane is fun. (* got tea drink summore" )

Chinese tea can be just a drink to some people,to others it can be something that gives then lesson of life, knowledge that no text-book and school teacher can teach, or something that bring ppl together.

紫藤茶艺术,有情人生;不只是紫藤的茶艺术吧,茶,真的能把人跟人拉近.
熟络的佩纹,玉萍,巧灵,Evon,Maggie, Catherine, 欧阳,到一些听过,看过却不太熟悉的智勇,锦权,..甚至顾客们,泛先生,Mr Yap, Mr Koh, Mr Lee,还有"师姐Michelle".....还有很多很多....真的学到很多做人处事的道理.原来,上班卖茶叶不只是买卖茶叶酱简单,可以从中学到的实在太多了.

原来篇(启发的一段)
原来,对着顾客笑,看似简单,却一点也不必然.
原来,说"欢迎光临","谢谢你","不好意思让你久等了","对不起","先生/小姐请问我有什么可以帮到你吗?"背后也有一门学问.
原来,把东西递给顾客要微笑,要用两只手,不是人人都会做到,
原来,学会所谓的顾客至上,我也花了这么久,
原来,要招呼所谓很"麻烦,挑剔"的顾客,还要恭恭敬敬,需要耐心,
原来,要和顾客建立良好的关系,清楚知道谁爱喝什么茶,要很细心,
原来,要像玉萍那样"不厌其烦"地详细的给顾客介绍茶叶,不简单,
原来,要想佩纹那样推销给对的顾客适合他们的心水茶叶,没想象般容易,
原来,要像Evon那样相识满天下,坐着泡茶也还能做生意,很挑战,
原来,要像Maggie那样永远笑容灿烂,有相当难度,
原来,要像丽芬发给顾客简讯做生意,很厉害,
原来,听顾客们不计较的分享心得,经验,很开心,
原来,看顾客们买到想要的物品,心满意足的离开是,回很满足.
还以为,一切都很简单,不以为然;
原来,普洱茶,我比较爱喝熟的,

紫藤是我打的第一份工,我....选对了假期打工的地方.

"帮紫藤打广告有钱收吗?" .....member day 买了东西,没钱了.....哈哈哈哈.....

紫藤会员日;Purple Cane member day

2008-04-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

Purple cane member day....25-27 april......50% discount ooooo!!!!!!!!!!anyone wan buy tea????

songs...

2008-04-19T01:58:00.000-07:00

here are sum songs.....mv...blah blah blah.....which i think is nic, meaningful...and fun.....haha....

i would like to ask everyone to listen o this one, most songs talk bout relationship as in guy girl relationship...this song is special, special in the way that it actually taks about mother and son relationship. i think is very meaningful, ...

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/122953ht.htm

this is the mv below...

the second wan i guess everyone is familiar with, LEO KU...remember his song "劲歌金曲" "geng go kam kuk" that is like superlong and super nice???haha, cant forget tat song rite???
the 1st song,the 1st medley,
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/86844ht.htm
the latest medley,
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/221148ht.htm

jay got new song too.....
千山万水....
haven get the link yet...but is a nice song....this is the song he worte for oylimpic 2008 o...

舍不得

2008-04-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

第一次你陪我坐着我的手心是空空的

我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着害怕我难过

不追问到底为什么是我最后的温柔

想笑着附和说分开是好的

但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的错了就错了

不用担心我我会好好的

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的

亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子

真的好快乐

我舍不得可是时间回不去了

爱你很值得只是该停了

没有我你要好好的

我舍不得最后一次抱紧你了

我们错过的错了就错了

不用担心我我走了

放手

2008-04-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

放手,
告诉过自己,死也不会再放开我的手.
然而,现在我有在做些什么呢?

我到底在寻找什么?
我要的是什么?人生存的目的是什么?我是在靠什么推动呢?

我对你的感觉,在不知不觉中...改变了吗?

会如何呢?
我回再次放手吗?然后呢?后悔一辈子?
还是在次紧紧的抱着你?

放手?还是放开心胸...
我们之间的交际点在哪里呢?
会是两条平行线吗?
是不是让你走进我的世界就能挽回一切呢?
会太迟吗?我还有机会吗?

我可以,陪你看星星,
我不想再一次和你分离,
还来的及吗?

你现在是怎样的心情?
外边的雨,下的好大...
是你在哭泣的心声吗?

再次想抱紧你,能吗?
想牵你的手,可以吗?
想和你一直走下去,愿意吗?
一起白首,好吗?

原谅我的无知,
原谅我的迟钝;
在写的当儿,有位故人提醒了我;
在哭泣的时候,也有位知己不断提点我;

我知道我要的是什么?
一直以来,原来我不断在逃避,
现在;这个现实的逃兵...想要告诉你;
我爱你,别放弃我.

为了你,我可以,我愿意,什么我代价我都肯给.

幸福,是要争取的,
今天,我实实在在的了解了.
幸福,真的不容易;
但是,我决定了......

决不放手!

exam, m/T

2008-02-22T23:15:00.000-08:00

308 forensic paper started at 1500, 23/02/2008...is 1519 now and i'm sitting in the library bloggin....cool huh???
not that i dunno how to the paper....but it ended cuz got some problem with the quention paper.....now , this is sth you dont get to c everyday...!!!!=)
mr. Franklin, is ok...we're human....we make mistake,

exam postponed to next tuesday, classtime!!!!!

你,you;我,me;我对你的感觉,my feelings for you

2008-02-19T01:12:00.000-08:00

There’re always surprises in this world, for example; when I met you in my life;
Your crystal clear eyes, they appeared in my dreams,
My love for you is just like clouds in the sky, never a second they stop existing;
How I wish I could turn myself into small droplets of rain,
And let me drizzle in your heart.

Don’t care what will happen in the future; at least we’re both happy at this moment,
Don’t care what the ending will be like; at least the person that I miss is you,
I won’t treat this as a game, because I’m treating you with all my heart.

There’re always some words that I can’t say, because I’m afraid to put you in a hard situation,
I kept the selfish part of my emotion in the dark night, all to myself.
My love for you is just like a leaf in the pond, floating all over in your heart;
Searching for the right spot to stop and settle.

Don’t care what will happen in the future; at least I know I’m giving my best ,
Don’t care what the ending will be like; at least I know I love you and you love me,
I won’t treat this as a game, because I know I’ll treasure everything between me and you.

I love you,
You, me, and my feelings for you.

AlexL.

19/02/2008

update, happy cny

2008-02-07T09:06:00.000-08:00

been forever since i update....hmm....i think sure got ppl out there feel like killin me...=)
anyway, wish everyone a happy CNY.
xin nian kuai le, 新年快乐
wan shi shun li,万事顺利
cai yun heng tong,财运亨通
xin xiang shi cheng,心想事成
shen ti jian kang,身体健康
shu nian xing da yun,鼠年行大运.

a lot of my frens is leaving the country soon, for all of you who are leaving, take care and ahve a save trip...wish you al the best, and i'll always remember you!!!
jon, grace, peggy, yensun, kayi, etc. just incase i miss out anyone, glad to know u all, glad to be friends, all the best...一路顺风.yi lu shun feng.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU...

long time no C

2008-01-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

been a long long time since i update and blogpost....
dont know why, i cant transfer new videos from my phone to the computer, so there wont be any new videos...at least for the time being.
anyway, this sem will be a hard and stressful one,.....
gotta study hard and stop foolin around!!!!!

2008-01-03T09:38:00.000-08:00

猜猜谁让你的心痛谁让你的泪流我能做什么轻轻安慰你的心痛吹干你的伤口自己痛却不能说出口相遇的不是时候为何我在他之后只能当你的听众谈心的朋友想哭得不是时候总在你受伤之后我的泪留着以后再说女孩别哭有什么难过对我说女孩别哭我不愿看见你泪流忍注泪就算一辈子我只能做你的朋友女孩别哭有眼泪让我为你流女孩别哭他犯的错我来承受女孩别哭我的手来掩你的痛忍注泪就算一辈子我只能做你的朋友女孩别哭有眼泪让我为你流女孩别哭

这是一首光良情歌,女孩别哭.

this song is call," girl, dont cry" , "...girl, dont cry, dont cry...i dont wanna see you cry, hold your tears back, i'll be the one cryin in youe place. Girl dont cry, dont cry; tell me why you're sad and ill make then go away. Girl dont cry, hold your tears back, i;ll make up for his mistake , even if i'll only be your friend my whole life..."

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/187059ht.htm

你的圣诞礼物；your x'mas gift

2007-12-25T02:38:00.000-08:00

圣诞节是个很温馨的日子;
礼物,灯光,拥抱,喜悦,少不了食物;
朋友的团聚,亲人的围绕;爱人的相伴...
我的身边没有你,你也应该不希望我在你身边;我尊重你的决定,
你说我想的太多了,但你有真正的了解我的感受吗?
其实,是我忽略了一点,你只想要个人陪陪你.
少了你的陪伴,圣诞节还是一样过;
现在的你,应该在某处做着某些事情...这些,都是我不能给你的.
今年的圣诞,少的份温馨,却多了分惆怅...
少了人声,却多了份宁静.
我想;我确实是爱上了你,爱上了你的一切,也爱上了你带给我的感觉.
慢慢的,我想我会习惯,一个人的生活;我回好好过着一个人的生活;等你回过头,看见我时,我依然会在原处给你最纯洁,开怀的笑.
在网路上看到这么一句话,把它送给你."当你快乐时，沙滩上有四行脚印，当你悲伤时，沙滩上有两行脚印。因为当你快乐时，我陪着你，当你悲伤时，我背着你。"
我会时时刻刻的想你,曾经有人说过;人的一生中,也许回有很多回的真爱.但是,都都要用心去爱.
我爱你,我用心的去爱你.
＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
　＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠＠
送给你７７朵花，作为圣诞礼物．
７７朵，代表有缘相遇；
７７朵桔梗花．
桔梗花的花语是永恒不便的爱．
但据说，桔梗花有两种花语．
永恒的爱，无望的爱．
为什么这两种看来天地之差的花语会出现在同种花身上呢？
不知道...
大概跟这个世界上的很多事一样
就如你我之间一样，
不需要什么道理．
i give you 77 flowers, as your x'mas gift;
77, it means, destiny brought us together;
77 Prairie Gentian,
Prairie Gentian, in the language of flowers, it means ever-lasting love.
it also means, a love there's no Hope.
WHy would this flower have two so extreme meanings?
i don't know...
i guess there're a lot of things in this world that we cannot explain ourselves;
just like you and me;
we don't need any reasons.
MErry x'mas, i love you.

i cant sleep without your smile;

2007-12-18T22:05:00.000-08:00

i cant sleep without your smile,
whereelse can i find such warm like yours?
your voice is so near me, but i cant hold you in my arms,
the reasons why you caught my heart;
you're sweet,
you look good,
you're independent,
you're friendly and easy going,
you're confident in yourself,
the way you look good in anything,
you know how to present yourself in the best possible way,
you make friend with my friends easily,
the picture of yourself that you put in my head, that makes me cant get you out of my thoughts,
the way we talk and look at each other,
the way when i'm with you, even silence felt great.
the way i miss you after the first second i said good bye and turn away from you.
the way i like you.

窗外

2007-12-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

this is the last post b4 my long break....been listening to this song, is a very nice song by jacky wu..窗外

SPM over soon

2007-12-03T06:35:00.000-08:00

SPM over soon, nth to do with me rite???
act-chilli, got STH to do with me wan.....no kiddin
tomolo is CHinese paper, is ngam ngam my bro's last paper.....
so, after tomolo..i cant even think of getting anywhere near the computer....
this means, no msn-ing, no bloggin, no more buku-muka, no more you-tube...
wahhh....mana boleh macam ini?????
until further notice, you ppl out there wont get to see my video or my emo posts.....

彩虹

2007-11-30T04:14:00.000-08:00

又过了一些日子,不知多少个风雨,不知多少个日晒;是时候放开了.
命运弄人,我们在不对的时候遇见对的人;两个原本在对方生命中是过客的人,却在彼此心灵流下不可磨灭的痕迹.
多少个明天,多少个不舍;多少的放不开;我竟然连问你一句"你好吗?"的勇气都没有.
回想当时,我们一起无聊的浪费时间;有甜,有酸,有苦,少不了有辣;年少的疯狂...
大雨前,宁静的天空;其实是酝酿着一场狂风暴雨,我们没有好好的经历过困境;但却因此成长.
成长的代价,对每个人来说,都有着不一样的定义.

短短的几个月时间,我们都若无其事般过着生活;
是真的没事?还是我们都不习惯感情用事?
是我想太多了吗?是我在害怕吗?

人在做任何事,往往都会从自己的角度去想,
我就因为想的太多,太不近人情,错过了很多;
是时候,放开一切;告诉你;希望你会过的很好.
是迟了些,打从心里...想要问你," 你好吗?" "我很好"

那是我们都回不去的从前,错过的,就当成遗憾...往前看,大雨后,彩虹就回出现.

haha~wrong spellin

2007-11-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

there's a typo error on the last video, i removed it...here's the corrected one, itz the same anyway, just w/o the mErry x'mas...

GuesT appearance, not guess....typo again...i'll be more careful next time

Donation drive

2007-11-27T05:12:00.000-08:00

this donation is organized by the Child Developmental Club, Department of Psychology, Help University College. Although is not Christmas yet, but the drive is already going on...=). This is something very meaningful, is like you go buy something, and give it to the orphan as a Christmas gift. To be able to give and reach out, it shows that we're more fortunate, and to do good, *charity* is what makes you different from other people.

pre-prom party was held this afternoon, we had fun..haha, loads of games and nice things took place...the most 劲爆 one is Farah playing the "flyin slippers"=)

Alex@ guitar store

2007-11-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

i'm still tryin to figure out how to do the video editing with my phone.=), thanks to jon sern's suggestion, i'm now really thinking of doing video blogging...act-chili not a bad idea also....=)
haha....today's video, featuring..NatC, and if u hear closely, u'll hear mellissa and sel talking...haha....
i'll try to produce better quality video, talking bout more fun things...please bare with me, this is going to be fun...i promise....
*sorry dr.reyes, i'm suppose to read the article on your research, i'll do it later..*

seriously, "let me show you a chun one that i think is chun..."wth was i sayin???haha!!!=)

colloquium part 2

2007-11-25T02:46:00.000-08:00

yesh, last last sem's colloquium, both the queens were still here....haha!!!!too bad they went off, dah terbang ke UK

is me,.....hahaha...cannot laugh.....haha...is me

2007-11-24T22:25:00.001-08:00

i duno why we did this, but i will do better!!!!!yeah!!!oi, whoever thatz is laughing, stop that!!!!it takes great courage to do this ok???
Take one: action!!!!

Take two:~~~

sepcial thankyou to: vernmay~cameraperson, phillip wong~Very umimportant person(buat kacau saja), jon sern(producer),& yienyeeSoh, yipingKhoo, fungminLai, tiffanySoh, michelle(*and eugene), and selena who went back early.....
*this time i sure got a lot of comments edi wan*haha

青花瓷

2007-11-24T22:06:00.000-08:00

this is post of lyrics...JAY's latest album, there's this song-青花瓷.
the lyric is written by 方文山. beautifully written, the work by this guy and JAY, is just superb....
now, for those who can read chinese characters, read this....dont look at the literate meaning, read beyond the words....you'll get a totally diff view of this song.

青花瓷
作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡　瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然　宣纸上走笔至此搁一半

釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏　而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散　去到我去不了的地方

＃天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　炊烟袅袅升起　隔江千万里
　在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸　就当我为遇见你伏笔

＊天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　月色被打捞起　晕开了结局
　如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽　你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底　临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密　极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿　而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里　你从墨色深处被隐去

this is not an emo song, this is not a sweet loving song either....is sth more than than...much more meaningful than that....

Colloquium

2007-11-24T05:26:00.000-08:00

COlloquim oooooooooOVER!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!but, this time only 1 presentation, not so stress.....hehe=)....although din WIN, but still, just like wat DR.GOH said, take it as an experience.....SUrely, this is a good one...a good experience.
i like presenting, i been presenting *debating* in high school, so presenting in fornt of other ppl is not such a problem....not so stressful, but i still get stage fright some times. =D..Presenting in colloquium is a very challenging experience, is like talking in front of your friends, loads of ppl that u dont know who they are....then the judge, * which is your lecturer and tutor*, then when u presenting, u start to read non-verbal cues from the judges and lecturers, hinting something, but u are on stage, talking....and there's no way u can figure out what us running through these people's mind...is it sth u present? wrong information? or u said something really stupid?u never know, and summore halfway, if u see Dr.Goh there,standing behind, listening and lookin at you....challenging?yes, it is....
plus, when do you see HELP students all in formal???all so pro, although some just look pro saja....haha.....is kindne chun wearin formal, but if hav to wear everyday, also a headache problem...so better dun have to wear formal everyday, *like IMU* then colloquium wont be so special afterall.....
not just the day itself is challenging, there's also poster defense, there's also the poster doing session, and there's also the whole doing the lap report, doing ur own research, and making them into slides....is a very fun experience. is something u watch it grow slowly, and blossom....grow into a beautiful flower. *although u dont win all the time* afterall, winning is not the important thing....
and the most fun thing is the after colloquium event, we go makan....then we go walk around...take pictures...have fun and talk. a time to just leave every bit of the stress behind...Last colloquium, the geng went to PARIS, to eat diner, then went to KTZ for "tong sui"...this sem, we went to the CURVE, makan jugak, then took reli loads of photo...and had a reli good time....haha!!letz see, this sem...even phillip joined us....haha...eugene was also there...duno y, i sort of like his haid style, think is cool!!!!=)
and this colloquium, i drove....=)....i drove to the curve, although everyone was waiting for me, maklumlah, the last one to arrive, *cuz cannot find parking*....and i drove Tiffany home, *i'm a safe drive* although i'm slow, "act-chili" not that slow also rite???i mean, why wanna drive so fast??better be safe rite?haha.....

this is one of those post that i'm not emo, hahah......haha....more to come, when i put up photo...that i'm act-chili smiling wan....hahahaha!!!!!!

Black eyed peas VS DaMouth(大嘴巴)

2007-11-22T07:55:00.000-08:00

3 guys, one girl........1 DJ, a female singer, and rapper....they share so much similarity. SO, i think they are tryin to be the ASIAN version BEP. Piracy in ASIA is reli goin bad, we even try to COPY other ppl's group....=)

this is a B.E.P video...(you know where to find more of their MV's)

DaMouth's video, check it out....

我愿意

2007-11-12T04:35:00.000-08:00

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

爆怒的心情

2007-11-11T00:51:00.000-08:00

父母,是永远站在孩子这一边的人;然而,我的父母却没有.
有父母,就好像没有他们一样.
不管发生任何事情,我永远是代罪羔羊.我那无聊,没脑,加上变态的家人,
统统都是笨蛋;
我真的没有办法忍受和这样的人继续生活下去.

我讨厌你们,我憎恨你们;恨之入骨;没有你们的干扰,我或许会过的更好.
家里已经有两个没有自己思想,没有抱负的白痴...难道还要加多一个吗?

有时侯,真的觉得自己错了;但是,看着眼前发生的一切一切...我不得不放下玫瑰色的眼镜,放眼认认真真的回想. 我这样做,真的错了吗?难道没有其他方法了吗?

压抑已久的心情,要如何才能抒发?要如何才能说出口?
到底,要等到何年何月何日...
我才能做回自己???

我不需要别人来告诉我,应该如何...因为,我已经很累了.
累了,累了...

白痴,给我靠边闪

2007-11-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

我常常在幻想,幻想自己生活在一个没有白痴的地方. 幻想,幻想身边的白痴统统闪开, 滚出我的生命.生活方式充满心烦, 不能容忍的愤怒,无法平静的心理, 难道着就是有素质的修养环境吗?
我也想要表现自己,但在白痴的围绕下,被愤怒,不平,痛恨的思想包袱拖慢了脚步,被一切一切的环境压得喘不过气来.
要冲破着瓶颈,瓶颈不断超出所能,带着我的愤嫉, 对世界的无望, 大声呐喊!!!!
"白痴, 你给我靠边闪"
身边的人, 难道都瞎了眼吗?难道在这样的情况下还能忍气吞声???看着你们,心中知道,你们总有一天,也会变得和他们一样;被蒙蔽萡双眼,被欺骗的内心, 在你们身上,清清楚楚的表露出来...

环境,社会, 国家,一切一切, 都是虚伪的;有的时候, 连自己亲眼看见的,也未必是事实.
尤其是一些自以为是,靠着支配他人才能感觉自己心跳的人.最令人恶心,最令人看不起.

叶子用坠落证明换季,而我却只能昏昏沉沉的过日子;没有办法从醒.
我双臂无力,眼神空洞,病因就是周围的白痴.

我无能为力,只能躲在黑暗的地方,痛狠社会,痛批周围.我觉得自己真的好失败,什么也不能做. 我只有个小小要求, 就是 LEAVE ME ALONE．．．
我心痛,会不会有人关心关怀关心;我难过,会不会有人看我一眼?
说穿了,你周围身边的人,都不会对你伸出援手;跌到时,只能靠自己爬起来,一次又一次的跌到,一次又一次的爬起来.靠的是自己.我跌得满身伤痕,这些都是我斗争的故事.我无助时,在我身边的只有我,我自己,还有我的影子.我跌到是,我自己把自己扶起来.
其实,我不需要你,我依然活的好好的.
其实,就算没有你,我依旧过的好好的;
但是,如果现在没有你,我的未来就不能改变;
尽管如此,我难道就要承受这样不公平的对待吗?

在"你们"看来,我反叛,不驯,我很坏;其实,我对"你们"充满了不满, 心中难忍的怒火,如同活火山,蓄势待发.我有我的看法,我要的是改变,这样的制度需要改变,念复一年,日复一日,这样腐败,无能,陈旧,无理的观念,思想需要改革.
我的不拘,我的叛逆,我的不服从,都出自"你们"眼中, 我不向你说的一样,就算我坏,我有我的理由,我坏的很有性格.

我心中莫名燃烧的愤怒,有谁能了解;周围都充满了为了势力,好处而生存的人.我要改变,我要我该有的,这是我的生存之道.想看我笑话的人,你们着写没用的孬种...我更加的看不起你!!!
摸摸自己的心脏,感觉左心室在跳动,隐隐约约的在告诉我;"活下去,别放弃"
我知道我还活着,我知道我一伤痕累累;但,战争还没完...在我倒下之前,我会坚持不懈,我要让你懂,我靠自己,会比你,你,还有你,你,你,周围的你,你,你,都还要杰出,成功.

婚姻是爱情的坟墓

2007-11-09T04:20:00.001-08:00

如果婚姻是爱情的坟墓。
基于这个原则下，那麼……

渴望爱情＝不知死活
物色对象＝活得不耐烦了
相亲＝為自己的墓地看风水
爱慕＝大限之期不远了
表白＝自掘坟墓
拒绝＝迴避死神
谈恋爱＝玩命
写情书＝為自己的墓地分期付款
分手＝死里逃生
破镜重圆＝该来的还是要来
求婚＝要求自杀
储蓄结婚基金＝投保寿险
订婚＝一只脚已经踏进了棺材
结婚＝双双殉情
第三者＝盗墓
移情别恋＝迁墓
离婚＝彊尸复活
订婚宴客＝追悼会
结婚宴客＝超渡法会
亲朋好友＝奔丧大队
包红包＝慰问金
公证结婚＝由法院出具死亡证明
集体结婚＝集体自杀
结婚热潮＝争先恐后赶著去死
理想的结婚对象＝人间净土
结婚多次的人＝輪迴投胎
婚友社＝葬仪社
婚姻专家＝公墓管理员
结婚纪念日＝清明扫墓日
一般状况结婚＝寿终正寝
闪电结婚＝猝死
先上车后补票＝爽死
奉子成婚＝死前留种
对结婚犹豫不决＝生死一瞬间
假结婚＝装死
异国之恋＝客死他乡
女人诱惑男人＝最毒妇人心
男人诱惑女人＝无毒不丈夫

believe

2007-11-08T01:39:00.001-08:00

远远地听见谁的声音在呼唤
在黑暗中呼唤著我的名字
我向那里望去却什麽也看不见
只能蹲在地上抱著膝盖等待
带我走出这满是不安与孤独的地方
是你轻轻地牵著我的手

现在的我向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西我才变得坚强
任何痛苦任何烦恼我都勇敢承受
什麽都不怕因为有你鼓励的声音

至今一直不懂为何
你对我的信赖会给我如此的力量
我想我的愿望也能让你感受到
我只有握紧双手默默祈祷
每个人都会有受伤的时候
但是重新展露笑容之时一定会来到

现在的我向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西我才变得坚强
任何痛苦任何烦恼我都勇敢承受
什麽都不怕因为有你鼓励的声音
如果在你感到软弱的时候
我会替你变得坚强所以不要担心

就让我们一起向著阳光照耀的地方走去
因为有需要守护的东西才继续生存下去
你的痛苦任何烦恼全都让我为你拭去
别再哭泣了因为有你

一些些想对你说的话,找天我全部唱给你听...

2007-11-06T09:36:00.000-08:00

DAVID十月杪在台湾小巨蛋开了他的新TOUR,
我就用一些他的歌，表达我想说的，
一些些想对你说的话,找天我全部唱给你听...
一二三，木偷人．．．让我们回归最原始的本质．．．．
爱，其实真的很简单，

并不是真的路过而已

也不是真的不会想你
全部不是真的
是骗自己
其实还爱你
爱着你

我以为我早想清楚
不由自主恍恍惚惚又走回头路
再看一眼有过的幸福

爱情好象流沙
我不挣扎
随它去吧我不害怕
爱情好象流沙
心里的牵挂
不愿放下 oh baby 让我这样吧
爱情好象流沙
我不说话
等待黑暗让眼泪落下
爱情好象流沙
明知该躲它
无法自拔 oh baby 是我太傻

是一再的做
一再的错不由我
我一步一步一步一步慢慢走向流沙

陶喆~流沙

现在,知道我为什么会放不下吧?
我真的真的很想在吃开怀的笑.

太阳天或下雨天，人挤人的咖啡店，找一个能想你舒服的角落，
看着情人肩靠肩，慢慢转开我视线，有个女孩让我好想念
我的心，已经，飞到这个城市另一边
只看着你，我爱的脸，我心里的感情都对你说，
那马路上天天都在塞，爱你的人天天在忍耐，
没有你日子很黑白，原来这样就是恋爱，
我想要你在我身边，审视生命中的一切
我想要天天说，天天说，天天对你说我有多爱你

陶喆～天天

我想要天天说,天天对你说,"小洁;我爱你!"
我们之间，究竟缺少些什么？

难道我给的，真的不够？
其实爱。真的很简单，但是；你却只当我是不同朋友．
很感谢你对我这样的坦白，但我付出的感情，却已不能收回．

忘了是怎么开始　也许就是对你　有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己　已深深爱上你　真的很简单

爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓　是是非非无法抉择　
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随　那个疯狂的人是我　

陶喆～爱很简单

现在的我，只想要run away....
逃离这一切，不再怀疑自己对不对，甩开无所谓的一切．．．
只为自己，不为谁．．．
缺少勇气的，RUN AWAY.....

风吹落最后一片叶
我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠
oh~给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊
我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~整条街都是恋爱的人
我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边
爱情盛开的世界
远远看著热闹一切
oh~我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶
感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我了解那些爱过的人
心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭 oh~
却永远少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽
最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越
在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节
一样寂寞的季节

陶喆～寂寞的季节

tan1 wan2

2007-11-05T19:52:00.000-08:00

zhe4 shi4 ge4 fei1 chang2 tan1 shuang2 de4 bu4 luo4 ge2,
shi2 zai4 jue2 de2 tai4 wu2 liao2 le4, qing4 duo1 duo1 jian4 liang4....
kai1 wan2 xiao4, bu2 shi4 shei4 dou1 kan4 de2 dong3 zhe4 pian4 bu4 luo4 ge2 de3, hao3 ma3??

kan4 lai1, wo3 zhen1 de3 you3 duo1 chong2 ren2 ge2 jing1 shen2 fen1 lie4 zhen4.....
bu4 ran2, wei4 shen2 me4 hui4 zuo4 chu1 ru2 chi3 hao3 xiao4 de3 shi4 leh1,=)

qian2 yi4 miao3 zhong1, wo3 hai1 zhen1 de3 jue2 de2 you2 dian3 pi2 bei4....
xian4 zai4, que2 fei1 chang2 de1 ping2 jing4....

ke4 yao4 kai1 shi3 le3, bai1 bai1

我爱你,小偷 dear theif, i love you...

2007-11-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

小洁, 我爱你,我真的真的很爱你;
Kit, i love you, i really really love you;
请看看我吧,就算你不接受我;
please look at me, although you're not going to accept me;
假如明天将消失,我要用今天来爱你,
if there's no TOMORROW, i want to use TODAY to love you;
多庆幸我是我,深爱你的我.
i'm lucky being who i am, that i', loving you.
我不会再哭泣,是因为我相信...我对你的爱,将是我这一生中,最美丽的回忆.
i wont cry anymore, because i know that...my love for you, will remain the most beautiful memory in my life.

若要我说你的坏话,我只能说..你是小偷,因为你在没得到我的允许前,悄悄的偷走了我的心.
If i'm to say one bad thing about you,i can only say that....you are a thief, it is because u steal my heart without my permission...

愛X無限大

2007-11-03T00:26:00.000-07:00

found this cuTe video and song, ppl who are down try listen to it, the cuTEness will make you feel better o...=)

爱情玛奇朵

2007-10-31T05:09:00.000-07:00

我知道你心里有个人但谁是哪个人
你总是笑着不承认
有时候真的很想问想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份

是不是你心里的人当然你不用明白承认
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多进个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人

其实我好几次想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味就好像玛奇朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口虽然他曾拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头激动却一直跟着我

雨刚下过这一个夏天显得特别闷热
当你微笑看着我
那时候世界突然间静止一分多钟
那一个moment怎么去形容

爱情就化成玛奇朵

我想说的他们(棒棒堂)都替我说了,
你还忍心否定我对你的感情吗???

有6人为我助阵....=)
试听请点: http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/174883ht.htm

cowboy on the run

2007-10-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

this is jay's new song, new mv,

u see the part that looks alike????

做你的天

2007-10-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

你就在我身边我的天我想我会失眠
想暂停时间亲你的脸你才不会发现
舍不得和你说再见一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜催着我快点再多爱一些
做你的天做你的晴天帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天当你需要阴天陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变我是你的天我是你最爱的天
过了春天过了夏天我们是下个季节
又过了秋天过了冬天我们写下永远
舍不得和你说再见一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜催着我快点再多爱一些
做你的天做你的晴天帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天当你需要阴天陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变我是你的天
我只对你想念对你温柔和体贴
只为你心甘情愿永远不对你说抱歉
做你的天做你的晴天帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝
做你的天当你需要阴天陪你安静一整夜别管世界怎么变我是你的天我是你最爱的天
我做你的天

你好吗?

2007-10-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

温柔的时间抚平我们的亏欠
过几天过几年伤会好一点

多久没见面孩子气有没有变
还记得我们从前笑的那么甜

我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

温柔的缠绵我也放下了依恋
过几天过几年伤会好一点

我收着照片安静在盒子里面
回忆是你我剩下唯一的关联

问候是我对你好想说出的话
现在你过的好吗

我想起你你有了他
是否依然为了爱变的很傻
我想起你你有一个他
好久都没说的话你好吗

...(no title)

2007-10-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

was talking bout YOu that day, i never really thought about this since it happen;
it was a long long time ago...
i never know everytime when i think about yoU, i get restless, i get uneasy;

everytime since then, everytime i think of you, the only thing i can do i look down,
holding my hands close together, i dont know how long it have been for both of us;
but i do know itz been a long long time.
i know that u felt the same way like i do, those time...those memories;

stress

2007-10-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

stress, very stress...hiaz hiaz hiaz........
how come so many things to do?
how come so many approval to pass?
how come so many how come?

stress, very stress...hiaz hiaz hiaz........
why so many paper to write?
why so many journals to read?
why so many discussion to attend?

stress, very stress...haiz hiaz hiaz.......
HAIZ...hiaz...Haiz...hAiz....haIz...hiaZ...HAIZ...HAIz...HaIz....HaiZ...HAiz.....

我和你之间

2007-10-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

当你看着我时,
你看见什么?我不知道;但我在你眼你看见未来.
当我们站在一起时,
你感觉到什么?我不知道;但站在你身边我感觉两颗心慢慢靠近.
当我和你面对面时,
你有什么感受?感受我不知道;但在你面前感觉你的呼吸,让我满足.

在你面前,我就像个小孩;
有那么一些些的傻气,有那么一点点的天真,
那是因为你笑的灿烂;
在你面前,我也会变得更成熟;
无时无刻想把你紧紧拥在怀里,
要何护你,保护你;要做你的依靠,
那是因为你笑的甜美.

因为你,
在海中飘飘荡荡的日子已经不在精彩;
因为你,
每天早上都不再需要咖啡;
因为你,
吃面包不再需要果酱奶油;
因为你,
世界变的美妙无比;
我的快乐,开心,疯狂;伤心,沮丧,颓废;
全都因为你.

世界上最远的距离是什么?
不是"我在你面前而你不知道我爱你"
而是你我背对背时,
心与心的距离.

无视距离的存在,
当你回头对我浅浅微笑时,
我都能感觉你的温度,你的欢乐,你的气息.

queens

2007-09-19T08:51:00.000-07:00

today is the day both of the queens leave,
their flight, steppin on journey to UK,
all the best to both the ONGs,
sincerely wishing both of you all the best!!!

a short leaving,
people leaving and people staying behind both have all sorts of feelings in their hearts,
sadness, happiness, exciting, reluctant....

queens leaving,
tears running; but they're tears of joy...hoping the best for you all....

*ps# penang princess, dun forget my 7.1 pounds per month!!!!

够爱,

2007-09-01T04:43:00.000-07:00

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

手心里
还残留着你的温度
没想走
你好像说过
你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙

i'm back!!!!!

2007-08-22T04:49:00.000-07:00

so long i din put up any post edi!!!!!!!
I"M back, with more stuffs to write on, with a brighter personality, with a more fun blog, and unfortunately, with less EMOness!!!!!!!

OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT
I"M BACK!!!!!!!!

爱,

2007-08-03T07:45:00.001-07:00

爱,放开心胸的去爱;但,别爱的义无反顾,因为跌到受伤的永远会是自己.
回头望,有谁回在原点呢?
爱,放开心胸的去爱;但,别爱的毫无保留,因为心痛心酸的永远会是自己.
放眼望,有谁站在远方呢?

喜欢是少少的爱;爱却是无量的喜欢,
多与少,要如何衡量呢?
我只知道,我真心的喜欢一个人,
换来的是心碎,心如刀割的心情.

我是真的真的喜欢你,你却真的无动于衷?
冷冷的雨滴打在脸上,
分不清是泪或雨,
有谁在乎呢?

难道真的就只能在远处望着你吗?
难道真的就痴痴的等着那个人吗?

my bloggin time

2007-08-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

purple cane took away my bloggin time, since i'm working late at night....i mean till late at night.....
i got no more time form my emoness........how???how???how???

whats wrong?

2007-07-27T07:30:00.000-07:00

how does it feel to be lonely,
and there's no one there for you?
the depressive feelings can reli drive someone to crazy,
the sorrowness can reli push the person off limit,

the feeling of hugging someone,
but u know that someone would never be there,
is really hurting;
the feeling of standing in a busy place,
but your heart just feel so empty,
the air you breath in is so thin,

yes, i'm emotionally down,
i need something to cling on...
i need someone to hold on to;

watching people walk by one by one,
i;m emotionally down

Negaraku.....negaraKUKU....

2007-07-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

lately i hav no time to update any post.....been rely busy, ,,ll,,
got time to die no time to get sick!!!
anyway, yr 2007 is malaysia's visit year, i guess thatz how they call it.....

ThIs song

2007-07-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

Let this song, keep playing on repeat all night;

No one is wrong in story,

Is just that we get the chance to learn,

A chance to look at things clearer;

One chance to look at things that we never knew.

There’s nothing more to say,

Don’t say anything at this moment;

Let us be silent,

Our last hug, hug tightly;

The ending of our love.

Memories blast out in one second, all at once,

How to stop tears from flowing?

To hold tears back, don’t want to be seen crying,

Is it the best?

To look back at our old memories and feel sad about it?

We will be going different paths from this second onwards.

Steps that you left in my heart, steps that we left in each other’s heart.

How are we to ignore them? To treat it as never happened?

I don’t blame now, I’m thinking of the beginning,

Those days are the one I put my blame on;

Who turn their back on the other; and who was being stupid and dumb?

Time to be clear, am I awake yet?

The more I try to run away from these memories, the more I sink deep in to it;

Turning round and round, who will be the one that u you remember?

IS the show over yet?

Why is that that it ended this way? Looking at the swollen and red eyes;

Tears dropping,

Looking at the comedy turning to a sad story;

How are we to continue?

We can only keep the song playing and playing on repeat.

I can only listen harder and harder to the song,

You were like a part of my life, love was so sweet;

Like life belongs to the both of us; But now there’s nothing left but memories.

When the show is over, what have u left behind?

There’s no turning back,

The decision made hearts light,

When it is dark in the night;

When the heart turn back looking upon life,

There’ll be this one song playing again and again on repeat.

The moment that we went apart, it was the time that we went free,

It was the time that we set out heart free.

Memories are like stories, is just like a movie;

Now that I know, it will always touch my heart.

The show is over now; hurting in the heart is inevitable.

The scar that was left behind,

Let this song, echo around my head.

I tried to be happy, to stay happy every day every second;

There was once a time, that we were happy every moment,

How many times this song will play? There are just too many things that we can’t let go;

Lyrics are cutting my heart like blades, rhythms made my tears drop;

Since when is it that the memories start to freeze, like a closet that would never be open again;

From loving dreams to a mutual understanding of our matters, to the left of silence;

Let time deals with all the damage that had been done,

When the movie is over, memories are left at the corner,

Don’t turn back; don’t take the wrong path again.

And me, I can only turn away without walking back.

A puzzle cannot be completed without a template,

I wish you be living a happy life.

Is there a song that you let you start thinking, that will bring back all memories?

Is there a song that you will pretend not to hear it when it is being played?

When you listen to it , tears start to flow, but you just can’t lay your finger on the STOP button?

Is there such a song that we share out stories in it?

Now that we’re no longer there, the song stays there; the memories stay there.

Just let the song, keep playing tonight.

There’s nothing to be said, silence is a lot better for the situation.

Let us remain this way,

Memories is showing like a movie,

It will touch my heart always,

Just let this song, stay playing and echoing in my head.

autobots....

2007-07-09T04:58:00.001-07:00

One fine day, some boring Malaysian decided to make a pirated movie of the famous TRANSFORMERS....
so the come out with things like this,
"of course la...Pirated ma.... is wat we're famous for"

The poster.....

The bad guy:::::

nothing so special so far huh???
obviously la....cuz patriotic Malaysians want their conutry to be the good guy....
so they created.....
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Optimus KANCIL.......
!$#@$%$!@%#$%^.......

live and learn

2007-07-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

Recently got to knwo that one of my OLD friend visit and read stuffs that i wrote in my blog;
This is for you to read, i think you know who your are...
there's no need for me to say more;
"I came home in the morning
And everything was gone
Oh what have I done
I dropped dead in the hallway
Cursing the dawn
Oh come on sun
Why must I burn
I’m just trying to learn

I stared into the light
To kill some of my pain
It was all in vain
Cause no senses remain
But an ache in my body
And regret on my mind
But I’ll be fine

Cause I live and I learn
Yes I live and I learn
If you live you will learn
I live and I learn
Well you get what you give
And hell yes I lived"
"adapted from The Cardigans-live and learn "

Regrets

2007-07-08T05:05:00.000-07:00

When you are half way around the world, far away from my heart;
I’m still standing alone without any ending, without any exit;
Often time we regret things that we could have done,
Things that we did not do or say in time,
And when the time comes that we realize we are losing or already last that important things/person in our lives,
We’re always too late; no time for regrets, no time to be sorry.
Why do we always have to wait till the hurt have been done, the mistake have been done,
Only then we’ll think of it as our wrong, that we have to take on the responsibility;

People say this is life,
We are trying to learn, to feel life;
Trying to hold our tears,
Maybe to hide and deny our true feelings;
for me, I wouldn’t ask for the world to stop, for time to turn back,
Running away really doesn’t bring any good,
But there are those time that people will think of things that once matters so much,
Especially in the nights.

Often we forget that people around us need our care and love;
Excuses that we give bring people apart,
Without us knowing it, without time realizing it.
Often we complain things that happen around us are not as we wanted,
But when do we take the time to stop and look back at ourselves?
When do we take the time to think of what we been doing lately?
To think of what stupid things that we do?

The feeling or regretting,
Is a test that everyone need to go through;
Is just that the scar left behind needed some time to heal,

Don’t let things happening in our daily lives change who we are;
Don’t let unhappy things stay in your way;
Don’t give yourself a chance to regret.

flight....relation....where am i?

2007-07-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

relations are just like plane flight,
stading alone, looking for someone worth it...worth putting ur feelings into;
people come and go, different people pass by each and everyday,
is like standing in a airport...
meeting different people and different things everydy.

i walked away from the flight,
i was afraid, i was afriad that it was goin to crash and bring both the passengers to death...
i stepped away from boarding the plane,
somehow i did not regret;infact, i'm now glad that i stepped away.

To set meself loose, a new destination....the same course,
to set myself loose, a new person....the same things call relationship
love can be interesting, can be hurtful, sometimes educational...sometimes ridiculus;
is like i never thought our path will meet...
waiting for the day that linear lines cross paths....
waiting four us to cross our ways.

one nice song

2007-06-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

who thinks the girl is pretty ????raise ur hand....=)

YOU

2007-06-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

i saw you when i was at the lowest point of my life,
u were so warm and bright....
giving me directions,
guiding me through the hard path....
i'm not sure what kindof feelings i have for you;
you're sweet and kind,
ur thoughts are free, you are so new to the world....
Naive and true,
i wish i could hold you right in my hands,
protect you from any harm,
shielding you against any danger situation....

you are my angel,
i hope i'm right, and i hope i'm treating you well.........

who is this YOU?
YOU know who you are....

POST LAJU MALAYSIA???call it POST SESAT MALAYSIA

2007-06-22T04:39:00.001-07:00

today i went to LLM(Lembaga Lebuhraya Malaysia, the place is at KM6 Jalan Serdang Kajang. Near UPM and UniTEN.
we went there to TRY get our requested data on population for our PSY205 social PSYCH assignment...WE as in (YAO MING,{not from NBA}, MELISSA ONG, and CBT) we reach there and guess wat? almonst all of the important stuffs are not in, they went to penang, for sum kindne walk....so we talked to one guy that is quite nice, although he cant help us much but can see le..this guy made an attemp to help. When he and the other stuff told us:"Kami belum menerima itu surat rasmi dari Dean kamu......." i got panic a while....
as usual, u know la...government place...they receive the letter oso maybe they din pass it to the department yet...So, we went and check , and check, and check...to retrieve the letter...end up, they reli din receive wor.....
Story above, consider it a prologue, story about the letter is wat u reli wanna take a close look on....

it all happend on wednesday, alex and CBT went to pejabat post PUSAT BANDAR DAMANSARA to post a letter to LLM. after taking the letter from DR.GOH's office, we went to PEJAbAT POS...
At pejabat pos:
alex: we post pos laju rite? can reach faster...
CBT: ya, i think so oso...can reach faster...but there are two types here, how???which one to use?
after askin the guy he say sth lidis :"the normal pos laju type is jamin sampai esok only, no safety warrenty no nth, the better one will hav to get the signature of the person receiving, so a lot safer."
after much discussion, alex and CBT decided to take the better one.....
take form , write....write...filling up.....
alex pay for the posting fee...RM6

thursday nite....
on MSN.....
GROUP MEMBERS: how arr....cannot get contact of the ppl at LLM, i think we hav to go there edi.....
GROUP MEMBERS: (after long discussion) ok, we'll go tomolo( which is FRIDAY-today)

FRIDAY
morning, morning wake up edi...cuz suppose to meet in college b4 going to LLM.....
reach LLM, do some waiting and talking...found out our letter is not there yet...

REASON to get angry NO1: they call it pos laju for a reason rite?if i send on wednesday, suppose to reach on thursday rite??yesh, suppose to reash on tuursday!!!!Now, dunno where the letter is... AND i pay RM6 for the safety and fast delivery.

looking at the receipt, looking for post office number to try call them and check the status of the letter...

REASON to get angry NO2: no phone number on both the receipts...!?!?!?! how can???talak phone number????wat kind of service is this???
finally got the phone number, call them..after they throw us to department and department ( usual thing they do whenever they get a call, treat u like a ball..they kick kick until and c if u giv up and stop kacau them 1st..) finally, got to know the status of our letter....

REASON to get angry NO3: OUR letter memang pun sampai esok, just like how they say..."surat ini dijamin sampai esok"..only thing is, we want to send the letter to LLM, they send it to UNITEN....how F*CKING stupid can they be???cant u read???okla, maybe the stupid postman cannot read, cant you count???number of HURUF not same...BODOH, BABI...use ur otak sikit boleh????god din giv u that brain for you to just eat sleep and reproduce more stupid people like you!!!!

REASON to get VERY angry NO4: we call them to ask them wat they can do bout our latter, the "SMART-ASS" ask us to call PEJABAT POS KAJANG to check for ourselves...WOW, u made such a stupid mistake, and u expect us to take care of it ourselves???

REASON to get VERY ANGRY NO5: waste beng's credit call here call there, talk to this guy that guy..and nothing can be done.....

finally, get to talk to one guy AHMAD ( fake name used as the real spelling is unknown) , he promise that he'll get someone to retrieve our letter and hand it to LLM by 12 o'clock. So, 4 of us sat at the door outside LLM to wait for the postman.......
WAIT.....WAIT....tick tock...tick tock....wait.....
postman still not here yet, reach 12 o'clock...wonder where is the postman???call AHMAD, wanted to scold him for making empty promise....he say he'll try reach the postman, and then he'll call us back.....

REASON to get VERY VERY ANGRY NO6: he made his seconf empty promise, he din call us back!!!!hav to call him ourself, waste credit saja....

REASON to get EXTREMELY ANGRY NO7: we waited for almost 2 hours!!!!!bloody hell.....

then we started to make guesses...today is friday, even they get the letter, they'll go sembahyang 1st....then only slowly think wat to do with it,...got rely upset and angry......those who know me well know that most of the time, i try to hold me temper and try me best not to get angry....but this is too much......i was reli reli reli very angry, upset and feel like killing the postman and sueing the post office, i even call my QUEEN to ask for legal advice....

REASON to get EXTREMELY ANGRY NO8: we waited pass lunch hour for the letter....STUPID POSTMAN, u think we dun hav to eat???u better hav a good reason, like u die cuz kena run over by lorry or sth ..if not, i dun think my fist got eyes growing on them.....

REASON to get EXTREMELY angry NO9: we waited and waited and waited.....called and called and called...nth was done...
finally two postmn came...no claim to be pegawai from post office holding our letter, claimed that the letter was lying on the reception desk for some time....
HONESTLY, i dun think so, i was saw them standing at the enterence holding the letter, asking for directions.....

REASOn to get EXTREMELY HYPERLY-ANGRY NO10: they say that the letter was there, but there was no recod showing that the letter arrived any earlier..( LLM got the log book for postman to fill in when letters ar delivered) we were all sitting at the door like beggers...if got any postman came, i think they're big enough for us to see them.....

So, initially alex was the only one that saw the tww middle aged "kononnya" pegawai, i approach them, all filled up with angrer....i started to open fire like no one's business....i scold, yelled, scold......following advice from my queen, i din curse.....want to look more educated and a better person. and trust me, i tried very hard not to lay my fists on them.....

after the dramatic scene, basically nth much edi, we went for lunch, waited for a short while, gave the officers in LLM the letter, and left...

besically thatz it...
reflection of the wholoe thing;
REASON to GET EXTREMeLY EXTREAMLY ANGRY NO11: they know the letter went to the wrong place, and they din do anything bout it????WAT THE F*CK......hey, i paid for the so call jamin sampai esok thing oKKKKKKK........if this happen to my RM6 service, imagine la, wat happen to theRM2.50 wan???not to mention the RM0.30 stamp wan....no wonder letter get missing....this is the reason why!!!!!

this is way too much, wat kind of service is this??? MLAYSIA BOLEH kononnya!!! so how am i goin to trust to send any important documents through post malaysia in the future??? dear malaysians, POST MALAYSIA is not trust worthy, so if u wanna send anything, better get other companies.....adalah macam macam service thatu can get here.....fedEX ke, DHL ke....anything, not POST MALAYSIA, y???
i've learn from my experience....i will never risk my documents going missing again......
as a conclusion, u tell me...was i wron got be angry and start scolding ppl????
u tell me, am i in the position to make an offical complaint to every media that i can get my hands on????

prepare to die...the one i love

2007-06-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

Darkness came in silence,
true love that can't blossom under the moon light is crying;

The dead love feeling gone along with the wind,
can't do anything but stop relying on each other,
wat for?for a better future, a chance to attain a better future;

Reflections on the lake, it shook two bodies,
flowers on the hill complete our life.

But why?
Katana i'm holding is calling you in despair;
two souls that are bind together by fate,
tears cannot stop dropping;
the warm felling that was once familiar is no longer found from the same person's eyes..

forget the past memories, bury them, i turm myself into wind folling you everywhere;
coming with a great sorrowness, cutting through the clean air, no one can replace you in my heart
leaving with silence, deep hurting that cannot be seen by anyone, the feeling is dead.

if,
without that rain, can the blood stain still go off?
world with no mercy, no one can obtain eternal peace in their heart;
calling from heaven, can it beat the calling from another pounding heart?

episods after thousand years, where are them?
fate that were written millions of years ago, calm down peacefully.

But why?
Katana i'm holding is calling you in despair;

prepare to die....the one that i love.
亲爱的人,赴死吧…

translation

2007-06-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

people, since i'm running out of ideas lately...i think i'm gonna post translation of my previous post...so for those who always say they cannot read my post....feel the EMOness of my blog ....

恋人-翅膀@ lovers-wings

2007-06-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

每一对恋人，都想要有一双翅膀。
every couple need to have a pair of wings;
思念的时候，可以立刻飞到对方的身旁。
when one this thinking of the other, they can fly to the other person;
在爱情终止的时候，也需要一对翅膀，
when the relationship is over, one need wings too,
载着破碎的心，快速离开感伤的地方。
to leave the sad place, with a broken heart.

爱情, love

2007-06-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

爱情
就像拾满地的玻璃碎过程一样，
有人拾的多，
有人拾的少，
也有人在拾的时候割伤了自己

love,
is like picking up glass on the floor,
some people pick up more,
some people pick up less,
there are also some who cut their hands when picking up the glass

黑点;the black dot

2007-06-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

有个老师进了教室,在白板上点了个黑点.
a teacher went into his classroom, and drew a black dot on the white-board.
他问班上的同学:"这是什么?"
Teacher then ask his students, :"what is this?
大家异口同声说:"一个黑点."
all the students gave the same answer: "a black dot.
老师故作惊讶的说:"只有一个黑点吗?怎么这么大的白板大家都看不见呢?"
the teacher gave a shock look, he asked his students:"how come no one notice the white-board?"

你看到的是什么?其实,每个人身上都会有缺点;
what do you see? every person have their short-comings;
缺点还是优点,你看到的是哪一个呢?
whether is something good or bad, which one do you see?
是否看到别人身上的黑点,而忽略了他们拥有的一大片白板呢?
do you look at the balck dot on a person, igoring the white-board that he/she have?

其实,每个人身上必然有许多优点.换个角度想想,也许我们看到的回更多,更广阔!
if we could change the way we look at certain things,
mayve we can see more things, see higher and wider...

习惯

2007-06-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

我习惯你的呵护,习惯你的温柔;
习惯你的笑容;
甚至在不知不觉中,我习惯用你的方式微笑,用你的方式温柔;
我们彼此互相依赖,依赖着甜蜜的习惯.

我习惯在特定的时间听到电话铃声响起;
用最温柔的声音期待你的回应;
但当传来的声音不是你时,我总会有那么一点点失望.

然后有一天我们分开了,我难过,伤心,失望与不舍;
因为我还是一样依赖着这习惯,
但是我却必须舍弃"习惯"的权力;
我不再有权力习惯你的温柔及笑容.

于是我有了新的习惯;
我开始习惯想到你时流着泪悼念过去的记忆;
我开始习惯每天睡前不再有你的耳语;
我开始习惯每个夜晚站在露台看着月亮沉默不语;
我开始习惯...

直到有一天,我忙得忘了这些习惯;
我不在流泪;
不在习惯看着月亮发呆;
这时候,猛然发现已经很久,很久没有想起你的温柔;
我甚至有些忘了你的样子;
默默的,
我只记得你曾经有着那样好看的笑容,
不过,都已经是模模糊糊的的了.

那时候,逝去的爱情终于变得美丽,不再有遗憾.
我们害怕失去爱情,
也许只是在害怕失去对一个人甜蜜的"习惯";
或许换个角度,
我们并不是真的失去"习惯";
而是试着习惯没有习惯的生活;
着,也是一种习惯.

能清楚区分欣赏,喜欢与爱的人,
往往都是一发不可收拾的人,
因为知道自己的爱并非冲动之举;
所以不愿轻许,
如果给了,
就不回"轻"了.

离开

2007-06-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

曾经天真的以为,幸福是必然的;
后来才知道,上天给你多少是幸,而你懂得珍惜多少是福.
人,
经一事,长一智;
在种种经过,有快乐,亦有悲伤;有消沉的,也有激励的;
历经人间酸甜苦辣;
最终在你身边的人又会是谁?
他或她?有可能会是你意想不到的人...
当你回头,转身的一刻;
看到的会不会是你想像中的他/她?
眼睁睁的看着你离开,默默的目送你走出我的生命交响曲...
我知道往未来的道路上,当我转身是,看到的人绝对不可能会再是你,
藏在心底的一句话,: " 可不可以不离开,我还爱你."

其实还爱你

2007-06-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
this is about a person, a person that had to watch his girl leave him,
is like the wind from the thin air, cutting through his flesh , cutting him deep right straight to his heart.
he cant show that he is a weak person, yet deep inside, this man is hurt so deeply
all he wanted was for her to be happy,
he knows that all she cared about was another person....
he had to act happy all day just to please her,
when she left him for HIM, He did not say anything;
he was hiding his last words in his heart:"CAN YOU STAY?"

listening to this song, i feel like cryin...
did the composer wrote that song for me?how come i felt such impact upon listening to this song?
i never want to say goodbye, i know i'm lying to myself if i say i dont feel anything now...but everything is over now;
words deep within me, "i still love you", but what hav i done for you?what can i do?

something i found that i want to share

2007-06-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

. . .

2007-06-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

sometimes everything just doesn't happen as they are suppose to be,
the feelings is scary.
Is like quicksand, you are in it..you try hard to get out of it and you cant..everything around you start to fall apart;
and you dont know what is wrong....
the feeling is scary...

have you ever felt that you cant breath?
is like you are grasping for air, the woirld around you just stop...
you cant help it,
the only feeling is fear ;lost, perhaps...

how would you save yourself?
what will you do?
or maybe the more imporant question is , what can you do?

'glengarry glen ross'

2007-05-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

F*ck you!!!!
F*ck ya'll!!!
man, i wish we get to see this show in TGV or GSC...
then, we'll only get to see the MUTE version of this show.....haha....

i wont be here for you

2007-05-28T04:39:00.000-07:00

或许我的行为回让你觉得我很冷血,
maybe my actions will giv you the feeling that i'm cold hearted,
其实,我真的觉得这样是为你好.
i'm doing this for your own good.
原谅我的冷漠,
forgive me for treating you so cold,
我不求你体谅我为你做的一切;
i wouldn't want you to understand everything i've done for you;
但这一切一切都没有要伤害你的企图.
but,i don't mean to harm you with things i've done.
或许我回在一同样的心情去爱另一个人,
maybe i'll love another person with the same feeling, even more,
或许我永远都走走不出对你的思念;
maybe i won't be able to get out of this feeling forever;
但我们在一起的时间,对彼此来说都是让自己成长的经验.
but Time we spend together, those experience made us grow.
爱让人忘了自己,爱让人肝肠寸断;
Love, made people lose themselves, Love, brought sadness;
但我们都忘了爱让人长大,爱让人变坚强.
But, we never realize that love gave us the power to grow and be strong.
我爱你,是不二的事实;
i love you, this is nothing but the truth;
你再次回到他身边,没有改变;
again, yuo went back to his side, nothing changed;
唯一的改变是当你再受伤回来,我已经不在原地等你.
the only change is that, the next time you come back getting hurt, i won't be waiting at the very place for you.

Nicky Lee

2007-05-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

Nicky Lee, u might or might not know him, he is a very good singer.He's from Korea,he can rap, can sing, and although he dont have Rain's look, but his look gives u the feeling that he is a very respopnsible, loving and caring person...Member of MACHI(formerly known as L.A. Boys) this dude is my new favourite singer.

我会好好过...one of his good songs....enjoy

choices

2007-05-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

in life, we never know if we're doing the right things, if we r making the right decision, there are too many "WHAT IF", everything we do has a risk of going wrong, every decision that we gave up might be better.
these decision that we let go,we never know what are their outcome...what if we do not have the chance to encounter the same situation again? afterall, lightning never strikes at the same place twice...so,how r we to make the RIGHT decision??
Here's a tip, we never know..so, let things be, trust urself.HAve faith in urself in making the right choice. Think of it, u r the one making the decision, and if u dont trust urself, what the point of living?
between doing the right thing in ur heart and doing the right thing that how other people view it to be, is a hard choice to pick..so, think b4 u say anythig...

哈利波特與火影忍者

2007-05-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

posting this on is a bit the hard, translation is super hard....when i got time i'll translate ....
有一天哈利、榮恩、妙麗三人練習現影術時不小心瞬到了木葉忍者村。

正當他們不知如何是好時，迎面走來了三個人。是忍者學校的頭痛三人組。

哈利：「你們看，那三人跟我們好像！」

鳴人：「像三小？」

哈利：「我們都是三人組的死黨，而且兩男一女。」

鳴人：「哪裡像了？我肚上有九尾的印記，而且童年過的很悲慘。」

哈利：「幹，我童年比你更悲慘。而且我額頭也有佛地魔弄的疤痕。」

鳴人：「我是孤兒。」

哈利：「我也沒爸媽。」

鳴人：「而且身為主角，我們要跟同年齡的小孩不一樣，所以我會絕招影分身。」

哈利：「我也有絕招，護法咒。同學都不會。」

鳴人：「也對，我就承認我們兩個很像吧。那其他人呢？」

小櫻：「我是三人組中功課最好的！中忍筆試時他們倆一人用寫輪眼作弊，一個很@@@
　　　的交白卷。」

妙麗：「我普等巫測都拿傑出。而且我也是三個人，不，我是全學年功課最好的。」

小櫻：「嗯，真的蠻像的。而且我的外號是禿額頭。」

妙麗：「我的外號是大門牙。」

小櫻：「我暗戀佐助。」

妙麗：「我暗戀榮恩。」

兩個女人間突然露出了惺惺相惜的眼神。

佐助：(關我屁事！)

鳴人：「沒錯，除了榮恩比佐助遜非常多以外，我們三人組可謂一樣。」

榮恩：「……」

佐助：「別把我和他相提並論，我來自木葉的古老忍術家族，有血繼限界。這哪裡相
　　　同了？」

榮恩：「我來自古老巫術家族，也有血繼限界。」

佐助：「我的血繼限界是寫輪眼，你最好是有。」

榮恩：「我們全家都有一頭紅髮。」

佐助：「白痴，你那叫遺傳。而且我對我哥抱持著恨意，你們卻一家融洽。」

榮恩：「我也對我哥抱持著恨意！傑克是個偉大的海賊，比爾是男學生主席，查理是
　　　@@傳奇搜捕手，派西比我早一步當上級長，弗雷和喬治又總是欺負我。就
　　　算我再傑出，也都有人比我先辦到了。」

佐助：「我可不記得你有個大哥叫傑克的。」

榮恩：「他離家很久了，你自然不認得。」

佐助：「他的全名叫啥？」

榮恩：「紅髮傑克。他也有我們這一族的血繼限界。」

佐助：「……」

這時候那兩個惺惺相惜的女人開始在一旁聊起八卦來了。

妙麗：「我跟妳說喔。榮恩老是忌妒哈利，因為他是學校的風雲人物……」

小櫻：「佐助也忌妒鳴人會螺旋丸後不知到要強到什麼地步……」

榮恩：「住口！大門牙！」

佐助：「住口！禿額頭！」

榮恩與佐助互看了一眼，突然產生了一種英雄所見略同的感覺。

而鳴人則打斷了他們之間的爭吵。

鳴人：「相同點還不只這些，我們是忍者學校，你們是巫術學校。我們的同學間也有
　　　很像的人。」

小櫻：「誰？」

鳴人：「日向寧次，他有白眼。」

哈利：「跩哥馬份，他超白目。」

鳴人：「除了他以外還有一個。」

小櫻：「我怎麼都想不出來？」

佐助：「我知道了，我們有個死胖子同學兼戰友。」

這時候突然一個巨大的肉球從天而降。

丁次：「幹，別叫我死胖子！」

佐助：「你們有嗎？」

哈利：「胖子我們當然有。出來吧，奈威。」

只見一個圓臉男孩畏畏縮縮的從哈利身後出來。

丁次：「倍化術！」

然後丁次狠狠的瞪著他。

奈威：「我、我什麼都不會……」

瞬間鳴人、佐助、小櫻、丁次笑到抱著肚子在地上打滾。突然一個小東西從奈威手中蹦跳而出。

奈威：「阿，吹寶！」

鳴人突然衝上前抓起那個小東西，是隻蟾蜍。

鳴人：「對了，我可以跟蟾蜍說話呢！嘿，小東西。」

吹寶：「……」

鳴人：「說大聲點。」

吹寶：「幹你娘。」

鳴人在掌中運起螺旋丸，蟾蜍瞬間被攪成肉屑。

奈威：「我的蟾蜍！」

鳴人：「別急，還你一隻就是了。」

然後他用通靈之術叫了文太出來。

鳴人：「有點大隻，將就點吧。」

他看了看哈利，表情似乎在說，你也會嗎？

哈利：「我也能跟蛇說話。」

鳴人：「喂，羅琳抄襲抄的太嚴重了吧？」

哈利：「屁，明明就是岸本抄我們的。」

小櫻：「別吵了！」

妙麗：「別吵了！」

這時兩個女人又對看了一眼，露出惺惺相惜的眼神。

鳴人：「好，接下來談老師。」

哈利：「我們有瘋眼穆敵，他的魔眼能穿透女生內褲！」

佐助：「我們有卡卡西，他老是看那本親熱天堂！」

鳴人：「哇靠！羅琳連這也抄，兩個都是一隻眼睛異於常人的大色胚！」

哈利：「石內卜是間諜，他是佛地魔派來的！」」

鳴人：「說到間諜我們難道沒有麼？那個兜學長也是大蛇丸派來的。」

哈利：「佛地魔是我們的大反派，校長鄧不利多就是因為佛地魔的暗殺計畫而死　　
　　　的。」

鳴人：「大蛇丸是我們的大反派，村長火影大人也是給大蛇丸弄死的。」

哈利：「佛地魔和大蛇丸還真像。他們兩人都喜歡蛇。」

鳴人：「對阿，而且還是超怕死的膽小鬼。」

哈利：「一個怕死掉而用分靈體。」

鳴人：「一個怕死掉一直換身體。」

哈利：「媽的，我真的忍不下去了。我要告岸本騎屎違反著作權法！」

鳴人：「幹，明明就是A.K.羅琳抄襲我們，只不過把忍術改成巫術而已！」

哈利：「岸！」

鳴人：「琳！」

榮恩：「岸琳老師！」

這時在一旁沉默不語的佐助突然說話了。

佐助：「幹，陳水扁肚子上也有疤痕，那他不就抄你們兩個的？」

鳴人：「……」

哈利：「……」

一場鬧劇就這樣的在木葉忍者村上演了。

NEW sem

2007-05-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

new semester, new life...
new subjects, new books...
i'll move on, i'll try my best...
all the wrong, this is my chance to make them right...
focus on the right things, right person...
stop doing things that'll make my life miserable...
i'll eat the right things, i'll get my fitness ready in time...
i wont,
i wont...eerr...i wont skip class
i wont sleep in class...
i wont start my assignments last minutes,
i wont , so many i wont's, wonder which one i can keep up to, i'll try my best....

雨中的纸鹤

2007-05-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。
那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。
后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次出现在她梦中的巴黎。
女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会﹐
你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……
男孩在女孩去了法国后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做。许多年过去了﹐在朋们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。
有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢慢地走。
男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司，让他们知道他不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男孩呆了....
这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨中显得如此生动。
女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说
"如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透。
男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往下淌血。
这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔,反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

悲鸣的长刃

2007-05-06T02:21:00.000-07:00

暗也里悄然而来,月光下绽放瞬间的真爱无法延续的悲哀;
风声中飘然而去,也只好停止对方的依赖;为了能够遇见未来;
是湖水摇晃了两个身影,是山花灿烂了彼此生命;
可是…为什么手中的长刃会对你悲鸣?
被宿命禁锢的人泪流不停,
熟悉的眼里看不见温情;
忘掉回忆埋葬自己, 化作风跟随你
呼啸着蜿蜒而来,割裂那岁月留下的空白,冥冥中不可替代,
安静地盘旋离开,断崖中深不见底的祸害,逝去的魂归来.
若,
没有那场雨, 是不是还可以洗去着一身的血迹;
水火无情世人终究得不到安宁;
你就让他追随,纠缠不清.
天堂的美景又怎胜过心灵的呼应?
万年后的剧情下落不明;
千年前的宿命渐渐平静.
可是…为什么手中的长刃会对你悲鸣?
亲爱的人,赴死吧…

blog????do you think this is my blog???

2007-05-04T06:20:00.001-07:00

my blog, never really look like one...haha....
i consider it a place to write something , something that i feel worth people thinking of,
some small lessons of life,thatz what the whole thing is about...
"小品" , is wat i'm tryin to say here, if u can read the words there.....
欢迎光临小桂子的生活小品.....
welcome to Mr.Loo's lesson of life....

happiness,快乐

2007-05-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

快乐,不是必然的...
然而..快乐却是不可缺少的...
不是必然却有不能缺少??怎么说??
现在,静下心想想...
没有快乐你能不能继续活着?
但你想要活在一个没有快乐的世界吗?
快乐在你的生命中占据多大的位置?
相信不用我说,答案应该很清楚...
快乐真的不是必然的...但,何了而不为?

做人,很多时候很矛盾.该如何面对某些事?该如何在对与对之间选择对的...
一笑而过不是最好的方法,也未必是最佳的办法,
但我肯定是最"阐"的方法.
只要等静下心,快乐的面对...
人生,其实并不这么糟.

记得我说过,"转身不时最软弱" 现在真的明白了.

Happiness, is not something necessary..
however, it is something that we cannot live without..
NOT necessary, but cannot live without it?
how to put these two together...???
think of it,
will you keep living withuot happiness?
but, do you wanna live in a world without happiness??
weight happiness in your life, how big a space it holds,
everyone has a different answer, i dun have to say it,
but the answer is clear.
Happiness, really is not necessary, but why not??

stayin and living, sometimes put us in a very hard position;
how do we face certain people or matter?
how do we make the right decision, given the option of a "right" and "right"??
to smile and let it off a while is not the best way, not the most effective either;
but for sure i can tell you it is the most "ZEN" way.
keep your head, think closely,
is not that bad afterall...

i remember saying, turning away doesn't mean one is weak, the understanding move on to another higher level now...

男佣

2007-04-30T02:52:00.000-07:00

巴掌巴不够　活该倒楣的是我,
我只是你的男佣,
健身健不够　还要懂一点幽默,
煮饭烧菜你不懂　洗衣擦地的粗活;全部都由我来做.

如果你累了　酸了　瘫了　我帮你按摩,
不管你站著　坐著　趴著　我在你左右,
如果你气了　哭了　闷了　我帮你按摩,
我是你的男佣　一天到晚上工,一周全年无休　让你越过越轻松.

这是男佣歌词,减接后就变成这样.
送给我的皇后.

tag

2007-04-30T01:11:00.001-07:00

i dun normally do tag, but since 皇后 tag me, i guess i hav to giv some 面子,

5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG.....
-do i hav one?dunno where it went since the last day of exam
-i think i hav books in it
-i think i hav notes..
-eerr....possibly pen and exam docket
-maybe rubbish

5 THINGS FOUND ON YOUR PURSE/WALLET.....
-money
-ic
-lesen pemamdu Malaysia
-sushi kiing card
-reload card

5 FAVOURITE THINGS IN YOUR ROOM.....
-my bed
-death note
-中国四大文学..
-books
-comics
-still...i like my bed!!!!

5 THINGS YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO.....
-eat like i dun hav to meet 27/07
-sleep 24 hours a day
-visit Scotland
-go round the world in 80 days like jackie chan
-touch a dolphin

5 THINGS YOU ARE CURRENTLY INTO.....
-diet
-diet
-diet
-diet
-diet

5 PEOPLE YOU TAG.....
-melO
-jon
-natC
-mel Kecik
-i wonder who eles read my blog....
-

Freedom

2007-04-27T05:08:00.000-07:00

i'm free, no longer trouble by small idiotic matters...
自由的代价,是无限的肝肠寸断;
但在伤心过后,带来的是希望及欢乐...
放开胸膛,真的回好过些...
我自由了,真的不再为过去缅怀.
说不上骄傲,但对自己做的决定没有愧疚.
曾经我在辩场上,滔滔不绝的发表我的雄伟大论...
对种种别的问题,总能够作出瞬间的判断..
但若没了在身边的人,要在此事件中全身而退,恐怕会比登天还难...
谢谢,太俗气了...
我只能在心地默默的感谢你...

男人海洋

2007-04-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

这首歌,周传雄的男人海洋;送给你,虽然以前听是颇有感触,但没想到,发生在我身上时竟让我如此狼狈...
其实,说走..最难过的是我,离开是我最不想看到的场面...
当我抱着你的时候
窗外风起黄叶飘落
以为是浪漫
原来只是有心在飞走
不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

最痴情的男人像海洋
爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

kawanku(muar chinese singer's 2nd song)

2007-04-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

this is here for people who are too stress to laugh at, no offence...
歌词并不代表本人立场.
要听就不要赌懒.

the dark wings

2007-04-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

我的肩膀没有力量,撑起你建筑的美丽家乡;真实在前方,并不是能够转身就忘.

在你的梦幻国度里,我不会是国王;也不可能是.以前不是,现在不是,以后也不会是.

就当着让自己成长吧,让爱的感觉随风而去.

我们的旅行,还没实现;我的承诺,亦未履行.提起现实的行囊, 让我的心出走.

我有我的黑色翅膀,无法飞翔在你的天堂.精灵们冷冷的目光, 让你我堕落在彼此脚下!

我收不起黑色的翅膀,只能在黑暗的馀光你浅浅游荡. 就算聚集再多的光芒, 也只是披着天使外衣的恶魔.

炫耀着我的黑色翅膀,卸下我深白色圣战的武装…翱翔在我的空间.振翅吧, 黑色翅膀…

close shop

2007-04-16T04:08:00.000-07:00

notice:
due to finals,

风雨断肠人' stall

will close until when it is open again....
没事别找我,因为有事我回找你.....

亲爱的,痛吗?

2007-04-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

有位男孩很爱女孩,把她当宝一样的捧在手里.下雨时,男孩总是把雨伞尽量撑在女孩身上, 而自己身上都湿了却笑得很甜,女孩很感动,也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她.那天,他们一起去散步回来,路过一个工地,突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来.男孩赶紧用身体包住女孩,可是突然地男孩将女孩的身体背转过来,自己倒在了地上.女孩重重的摔在他身上,而石头正好砟在女孩的额头,血慢慢的流了出来女孩哭着跑了回家,她真的很失望...

男孩给她打了很多通电话, 她没接就把手机关了,把自己关在房间痛哭.直到被敲门声惊醒,她妈妈告诉她,男孩被一根铁筋刺穿了肺部,失血过多离开了人世...她疯了一样地跑去医院, 男孩躺在白色的病床上,手里紧紧地握着手机,上面写着这样一条信息:"亲爱的,当我看到地上的铁筋时,我已经没有办法为你挡住石头了.亲爱的,痛吗? "...女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭...好好珍惜你爱的人,不要等失去后才来珍惜.

talak bekalan elektrik????

2007-04-13T05:47:00.001-07:00

today i went to coll to study.....(hardworkingnya!!!!) ...
din study much oso....
then 5sth almost 6, it is time to go home.....
yeah..yeah..balik kampung....eehh...no..balik rumah!!

when i reach tren station...KTM station, Kuala Lumpur Sentral Station, one sad place i hav to go everyday....
i found out sth amaZZZing....
itu plat from TALAK BEKALAN Elektrik???
lidis oso can??how can komuter station can run out of power wan???
HAIZZZZ>......but apa boleh buat??? MALAYSIA BOLEH ma......kononnya...wat to do???

so wat happen leh????
walauA, really kanasai o.....
4 platform bcum 2 platform,
ok, come..lets do some logical thinking.....
now, 4 platfrom bcum 2 platform; 6sth in the evening( everyone oso wanna balik rumah time); raining outside; train for TTWWWOOO destination usin the same platform; and like usual....train DELAYYYYYY!!
so, is a lot of people, plus a lot of people, add damn a lot of people....think of it, people in the whole place standin at 2 platform yg kecik....tryin to get on the train......

is A LOT of ORANG......
now think of it oso takut!!!!
walau..i tell u, people mountain people sea...( 人山人海)
sth i dun understand....no power how come got lights wan???
how come the other 2 platforms are workin???(lucky the other 2 platforms are workin..haha)
then when i finally got on the the train....
i thought my nightmare was over....
out from the fryin pan, i went into the fire.....
i face was stuck right on the door for 6 stations...until i get down from the train....
fuiyo....stuck to the door wei....
u wanna how how is it??go open 3-4 cans of sardines, and put all of them in 1 can....
is human-tuna!!!!!

remind me of takin bus to KL sentral from jln. dungun....
i took the rapid KL bus, T82....
my face was also stuck to the door....that time still got one poor soul with me....guess who???
is sexy, i mean sek hee the teddy bear....
we were stuck to the door....

although i dunno how it happen, but i'm proud to say....
"i survived KTM (13/04/2007)!!!!!!"

i like you

2007-04-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

i like the way u look at me and smile when our eyes meet durin class

i like the way u sit near me, talkin softly like a small girl

i like the way u look at me

i like the way you say hi to me

i like that way u try to act cute, when u r already cute

i like the way u look at me, put ur head down....lookin a bit afraid, carefully sayin sorry to me

i like the way we walk side by side and you say nothing

i like the way you try your best to whack me, and it doesn't hurt

i like the way you smile when i pretend that i'm in pain although i'm not cuz it doen't hurt at all

i like the way you look when i get you something you like

i like the way you try to look angry when you know you are not at all

i like the way you look good in anything,

i like u for the way u are...

i like you cuz u're who you are, pure and clear,

i like you the way when i try to trick you and you play along with it,

i like the way you say no,but i still walk you to your car,

i like the way we walk to buy food,

i like the way you look at me and blink your eyes,

i like the way you are happy to watch horror movie,

i like the way when i'm with you, you bring sunshine everywhere,

i like the way you are always smiling,

i like the way you have tears in your eyes but you try to act strong,

RE:
i like it when u try so hard but never ask anything in return,

i like it when you wipe my tears away when i'm down,

i like it when you try hard to trick me but fail,

i like how you look to d back of d class,and how you come round to find me,

i like how you tease me bout being a lil child,

i like you making extra effort to walk me to my car,

i like the way you crouch down when you watch horror movie,

i like the way you keep quiet when you hav something in mind,

i like how other ppl tellme bout ur change when i'm not round,

i like how you notive lil things bout me,

i like how u set ur wallpaper to our pic and how u changed ur ringtone to my favourite song

i like how you buy me food and collect exam docket without me askin...

I like, I like.....
this is sth emo and sweet....

10/04/2007

2007-04-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

10/04/2007, is a date so special,
so special that i wannt tell the whole world about it,
Watz so special about today???
today is the day where all the assignments are due...(KECUALI those poor souls who are takin PSY213)
YEAHHHHH.....no more assignments for this SEM...,
for those who cannot get y am i so happy..
(kindly refer to mingzi's blog on why assignment should not even exist)
ASSIGNMENTS all habis!!!!
bye bye review paper, bye bye lit review, bye bye peer review journals......
hello text books, hello finals.....
HEEEEELLLLLOOOO!!!!!holidays!!!!!
=====================================================================================
and HAPPY B"DAY to roberta.
=====================================================================================

对不起,我爱你;i'm sorry, i love you

2007-04-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

你跑过一千五百米吗? have you ever run 1500 meters?
想象,当你在抵达重点前的一百米处, imagine, when you are at the last 100 meters
"双腿不听使唤,停顿不前" "your legs are not listening to you, you cant move them"
这感觉是怎样的呢? What are your feelings?

我不是个浪漫的家伙 i'm not a romantic person
却甘心为你这样做 but i'm willing to do it for you
想要什么都跟我说 tell me what you want, let me know what is in your heart

我是不是有一点孩子气 am i being a bit childish?
太多的愿望在心中 too many things, wishes is in my heart
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我... most important is , i love you and u love me

我明白,我真的明白...i understand, i really do
受过伤害的你,现在像刺猬般般紧紧的保护着自己.
u're feelin hurt, and you're protecting yourself like a porcupine now
腾出空间吧,让我对你好, give me some space, let me treat you nice
让我保护你,呵护你... let me be the one that protects you, let me care for you
让你不再受到伤害...let you stay save by my side

你不能拒绝他,也不能否定你对我的感情;
you cannot reject him, on the ohter hand, u cant ingore the feelings between us
我真的让你陷入进退两难的困境.i know put in an uncomfortable situation
对不起,我爱你 i'm sorry, i love you
数到五,答应我吧... count to five, promise me
我爱你...i love you.

你,

2007-04-06T09:32:00.000-07:00

感情用事??我真的不觉得...
是否我太自私?
感情世界里, 容不得第三个人的出现.
信任与不信任之间,
总得作出决定.
我真的很想全心全意的对你深信不疑,
但摆在眼前,一切一切都不得不让我动摇了.
我提不起勇气去面对, 因为我怕,
害怕回失去你.
害怕再一次失去你,
因为我已经习惯呼吸你的存在...
我们绕了这么一圈才相遇,
我比谁都明白你的重要.
在一呼一吸之间,你已慢慢变成我生命的一部分.
你是水,空气,及养分.

旋律

2007-04-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

this is the lyric for the song melody, i think this song is good enough ti describe my feelings now, nth for me to add, it fits right in....

你是眼里的音乐最动心的歌
You're the music in my eyes, the misic that touched my heart
你播着全世界突然亮了
listening to you, the whole world became bright

多么实在的感觉望着你的脸
Looking at your face, this feeling is so real
这一刻我到了被人遗忘的永远
feel like i've reach the long forgotten forever,

在陌生的街天让我们遇见
GOd gave us the chance to meet in among the strangers
像迷路的人找到了回家的路线
Feel like a person's that is lost found the way home

你的美丽我要珍惜昨天会忘记
i'll appreciate ur beauty,
是谁遗失了你我愿陪着你找回自已
who made u lost urself, let me be the one that will be there for you

当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里
when ur name is remembered as melody in my brain,
我已确定那个人就是你
i'm sure that person is YOU
窝在我心里最动听的Melody
the best MELODY in my heart

旋律(melody)-http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/147566ht.htm

lately, lately.....i got no time for the EMOness

2007-03-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

WAlau.....nowadays la no more time to play online game edi la,
i miss my wan mei online,
i miss maple story,
i miss pirate king online( lvl 40, sharpshooter..), how long i used edi....haiz,hiaz,
why leh?
assignments, presentation... so many things to do;
so much time used on studies, so many times used to read journals,
so many time used to prepare for the presentation, for 1 mark only...y i so POK MENG???
how come arr???maybe can win the presentation??
aiyo, got so many other ppl presenting, when will coem to my turn la...
got Meloon summore, i think that group, terror WEI.....well, at least i think so la...=)
haha.....
i no time for my EMO blogs edi....
hiaz, so u r readin this instead of my emoness,
and JOn, thanks la....
Got u , got extension; if not for u, i'll be working my ass off now....

L.O.V.E. 爱情

2007-03-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

爱的力量,
有多大?
爱,令人充满力量.
爱的力量,
有多少?
爱令人无所不能.
爱,爱,爱
仁爱,怜爱,痛爱,恋爱,种种的爱...
我要的,
我不清楚...
因为爱,
不但能蒙蔽双眼,
还能令心灵紧闭.

Perhaps love,

2007-03-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

I don’t remember when it happened.
I’d get dizzy just thinking about you.
Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised.
It’s a little awkward that I keep saying to you that “it’s nothing”
and that “my heart’s just trifling”

Is this love? And if you feel the same way, is this the beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens
the louder it yells it.
Why is it just now that I hear it?
That the love has been found us so we might be together.

Even if I try to explain my feelings, the only true way to understand
would be to become me and feel them.
I’m already inside of you, just how you’re inside of me.
I don’t know if we’ve gotten used to the meaning between us.

Now that I think about it, there were so many moments of fluttering.
I’ll make up for all the time lost.

I’ll be with you and give you only good memories,
so in return you can’t leave me.
Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy
Stay with me

I’m loving you (until then)
like this (only you) already

life, to GIVE and TAKE....人生,施与受

2007-03-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

人活在着世界上,一定有本身的生存价值.
Everyperson that is living in this is here for a value,
我的生存价值?--我要过得精彩.
Mine? i want to live my life to the fullest.
其实,每个人都一样...
well. everyone wants the same thing
生命中,匆忙的路人...匆匆走过.
in life, people passes by ,
有多少人在我们心心中留下不可磨灭的痕迹?
How often that there is a person that leaves a print in our heart that is so significant?
又有多少人只是生命中的过客?
How many people are just passer by?

一步一脚印,凡走过必留下痕迹.
a step leaving back a foot print; wherever u pass by, make sure it leaves one
在别人的生命中,有多少份量全看自己.
how deep is our foot print in other people's life, it depends on us,
别问他人能给你多少,问问自己能为他人付出多少.
don't ask what other people can give you, try ask urself what can u give to people around you
施比受来得快乐,
It is happier to give than to take,
能给,就必定能受.
when u can give, u'll receive....
问题在于,你能吗?
the question is , CAN YOU?

天使, you're my angel.

2007-03-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

你就是我的天使 You are my angel
保护著我的天使 The one that protects me
从此我再没有忧伤 I've never experience sadness since i met you

你就是我的天使 You are my angel
给我快乐的天使 Angel that brought me happiness
甚至我学会了飞翔 Because of you i learn how to fly

飞过人间的无常 After i fly through the world seeing things around it
才懂爱才是宝藏 Only then i realise that LOVE is such precious
不管世界变得怎么样 I don't care how the world change into
只要有你就会是天堂 It will be heaven for me only if you're there with me

像孩子依赖著肩膀 Just like little kids leaning on someone's shoulder
像眼泪依赖著脸庞 Just like tears lying on the cheek
你就像天使一样 You're just like an angel
给我依赖 GIving me a place to depend on
给我力量 Giving me energy

像诗人依赖著月亮 Just like a poet depending on the moon
像海豚依赖海洋Just like dolphins depending on the ocean
你是天使 You're my angel
你是天使 You're my angel
你是我最初和最后的天堂 You're my first and final heaven.

i really want to fly

2007-03-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退
if i say i regret, does it mean that everything can go on as if it never happened
回忆多么美活着多么狼狈
how beautiful are the memories;how struggle it is to stay alive
为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
why does people have to suffer living in this world
我不能了解也不想了解
I cant understand it, i don't want to understand it also
我好想好想飞
i really feel like flying,
逃离这个疯狂世界
to run away from this crazy world
那么多苦那么多累
there're so much of hard time, so much of tiredness
那么多莫名的泪水
There're so much tears that came down for no reason
我好想好想飞
I really feel like flying
逃离这个疯狂的世界
to run away from this crazy world
如果是你发现了我
if that is you, that have found me
也别将我挽回
please don't hold me back

想了你一整夜再也想不起你的脸
been thinking of you for the whole night,but i cant think of your face
你是一种感觉写在夏夜晚风里面
you're like a feeling that is written in the summer wind
青春是挽不回的水转眼消失在指间
youth is disappearing right in front of my eyes, slipping through my fingers
用力的浪费再用力的后悔
Wasting time like HELL, then regerting it like HELL
我好想好想飞
i really want to fly
逃离这个疯狂世界
to run away from this crazy world
如果是你发现了我
if you found me
也别将我挽回
please don't hold me back

桔梗花

2007-03-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

桔梗花的花语是永恒不变的爱。
但据说桔梗有两种花语
永恒的爱无望的爱
为什么这两种看来天地之差的花语会出现在同种花身上呢？
不知道...
大概跟这个世界上的很多事一样
不需要什么道理
第一次见到桔梗不是亲眼所见
而是在三岛由纪夫的短片小说《繁花盛开的森林》有这样一段
秋露仿佛一团白烟
从住宅的后门飘了过去
这些烟雾就如同无声的烟火般
在附近一带的蔓延
在秋露飘漫中
依稀可见远处有许多桔梗花
这些花如薄棉被般
在秋露中绽放着寂寞
从此桔梗在我心中留下的印象
就是伴随这如同梦一般的秋露
无声的烟火
以及遍地的花草的平原中传过来的吹笛声
寂寞而永恒
后来有一次在花店里看到一种很美丽的花
问了老板他说是桔梗
当时非常喜出望外
原来这就是桔梗
心里忍不住出现这句话
那么细致脆弱的花瓣
跟想象中的完全一样
花色纯白，紫色，还有白色周围镶有紫色，兰色花边的
于是开始送人桔梗
适合送情人也适合送永不在相见的对象
因为它既是永恒
也是无望
或是永恒无望的爱
所以她才会在秋露中透露着寂寞的气息
那逐微弱的声音是将死的感觉
也是永恒的感觉
我更希望是永恒不变的爱

感情;那,是真的.

2007-03-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry this hav to be in chinese...
我想了又想,我很爱你;你也许也很喜欢我...
但是我可能真的不是你的他.
冷漠的对待你,我真的真的很心痛.
每一次与你擦身而过,每一次我的心宛如撕裂般痛苦.
我不是有心这样对你的,这也是为了你好.
你和他已经为了我吵了场架,心中有块疙瘩,
我不想让你们的关系因为我而恶化.
我不是你想要的人,
我,只会把要说的一字一句,一行行的写下来;却从来没对你说过半个字.
也许我们只适合在虚拟的世界里沟通.
或网络,或手机短讯...
在这里,
我你,你他,我他,你你,他他,我我....
无禁忌的谈着,谁也不拖累谁.
我越过了界限,跌进了无底洞...
我不害了你,
对不起,我爱你;对不起,我对你没感觉.
相同的时间,相同的两句话,从相同的人口中,对相同的人说...
我没办法履行诺言,我也背叛了我说的一切...
但我不曾骗过你.
如果,我们之间真的曾经有过一段感情;那,是真的.