你的圣诞礼物；your x'mas gift

圣诞节是个很温馨的日子;
礼物,灯光,拥抱,喜悦,少不了食物;
朋友的团聚,亲人的围绕;爱人的相伴...
我的身边没有你,你也应该不希望我在你身边;我尊重你的决定,
你说我想的太多了,但你有真正的了解我的感受吗?
其实,是我忽略了一点,你只想要个人陪陪你.
少了你的陪伴,圣诞节还是一样过;
现在的你,应该在某处做着某些事情...这些,都是我不能给你的.
今年的圣诞,少的份温馨,却多了分惆怅...
少了人声,却多了份宁静.
我想;我确实是爱上了你,爱上了你的一切,也爱上了你带给我的感觉.
慢慢的,我想我会习惯,一个人的生活;我回好好过着一个人的生活;等你回过头,看见我时,我依然会在原处给你最纯洁,开怀的笑.
在网路上看到这么一句话,把它送给你."当你快乐时，沙滩上有四行脚印，当你悲伤时，沙滩上有两行脚印。因为当你快乐时，我陪着你，当你悲伤时，我背着你。"
我会时时刻刻的想你,曾经有人说过;人的一生中,也许回有很多回的真爱.但是,都都要用心去爱.
我爱你,我用心的去爱你.
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送给你７７朵花，作为圣诞礼物．
７７朵，代表有缘相遇；
７７朵桔梗花．
桔梗花的花语是永恒不便的爱．
但据说，桔梗花有两种花语．
永恒的爱，无望的爱．
为什么这两种看来天地之差的花语会出现在同种花身上呢？
不知道...
大概跟这个世界上的很多事一样
就如你我之间一样，
不需要什么道理．
i give you 77 flowers, as your x'mas gift;
77, it means, destiny brought us together;
77 Prairie Gentian,
Prairie Gentian, in the language of flowers, it means ever-lasting love.
it also means, a love there's no Hope.
WHy would this flower have two so extreme meanings?
i don't know...
i guess there're a lot of things in this world that we cannot explain ourselves;
just like you and me;
we don't need any reasons.
MErry x'mas, i love you.

i cant sleep without your smile;

i cant sleep without your smile,
whereelse can i find such warm like yours?
your voice is so near me, but i cant hold you in my arms,
the reasons why you caught my heart;
you're sweet,
you look good,
you're independent,
you're friendly and easy going,
you're confident in yourself,
the way you look good in anything,
you know how to present yourself in the best possible way,
you make friend with my friends easily,
the picture of yourself that you put in my head, that makes me cant get you out of my thoughts,
the way we talk and look at each other,
the way when i'm with you, even silence felt great.
the way i miss you after the first second i said good bye and turn away from you.
the way i like you.

窗外

this is the last post b4 my long break....been listening to this song, is a very nice song by jacky wu..窗外

SPM over soon

SPM over soon, nth to do with me rite???
act-chilli, got STH to do with me wan.....no kiddin
tomolo is CHinese paper, is ngam ngam my bro's last paper.....
so, after tomolo..i cant even think of getting anywhere near the computer....
this means, no msn-ing, no bloggin, no more buku-muka, no more you-tube...
wahhh....mana boleh macam ini?????
until further notice, you ppl out there wont get to see my video or my emo posts.....