Wednesday, January 31, 2007

至,玮伦。。。。

2007年1月28日,台湾一起车祸带走了她,
2007年1月29日,晚间7点37分,她在台中澄清医院加护病房走了,
她想当女版王力宏, 但未能园梦,
她想当歌手, 但时间却等不及;
2007年, 上天带走了许玮伦。
安息吧。
言归正传, 这消息的确很突然。有谁会想到呢?
失去的不能挽回,但却能够把握未来。。。
在读这的你,是否有爱着的人呢?是否有人爱着你呢?
你告诉父母你爱他们了吗?
你对身边的人如何?
珍惜眼前的一切,亲情,友情,爱情。。。。
特别是父母, 子欲养而亲不在。。。
爸,妈。。。我虽然不怎么样孝顺,但我却很爱你们。。。




许玮伦车祸座驾

安息吧,许玮伦。。。。

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

爱,天使

爱,和炭相同,烧起来,得想办法叫它冷却。让它任意着,那就要把一颗心烧焦。

曾经以为幸福就是永远的快乐,后来我渐渐明白,

原来上天给一个人多少,那是幸;

而你究竟懂得多少,那时福。

有时,不禁会想。。。眼前的是不是就是幸福?

真实却虚幻,如此的接近却遥不可及。

有没有想过,我们的结局会是怎样?

会是携手到老? 点头微笑? 见面尴尬? 还是行同莫路?

你和我,都是单翼天使,

唯有彼此拥抱才能展翅飞翔,据说来到人间就是为了寻找另一班的,

我千辛万苦,找到了你。。。

我爱你,

-断翼天使-

Monday, January 29, 2007

I love you .....i really do


I
can only give my life,
and show you all I am
in the breath ,I breathe.
I will promise you my heart ,
and give you all you need ,if it takes some time.
and if you tell me you don't need me anymore....
that our love won't last forever,
I will ask you for a chance to try again ,

to make our life a little better,

I love you,
say we're together ,say we're together ,
I love you,I need you forever ,
you and me.

You say you hardly know,exactly who I am ,
So hard to understand ,

but I,I knew right from the start,the way I felt inside,if you read my mind .
And if you tell me you don't need me anymore....
And that our love won't last forever,

I will ask you for a chance to try again,to make our love a little better.
I love you ,say we're together ,say we've together ,
I love you ,I need you forever ,you and me,



Saturday, January 27, 2007

FOR U

i no longer breath air, cuz now i'm breathin you;
真渴望, 翻身你就在身旁
when i count sheeps at night, i c ur face smiling at me;
"一天天 一点点
我的心 慢慢倾向你这边
无意间 还是刻意演
在你面前特别哀怨
一天天 一点点
我越多时间活在你身边
你应该也已有感觉
偶尔回我深情一眼."
things dun always go the way we want it to be,
i asked, u answered.....itz full of confusion,
我尴尬笑着走开, 但偏偏这地球这么小这么挤这么瘦 ?
你怎么连话都说不清楚,你怎么连话都说不清楚?????
你怎么连话都说不清楚 ,那温柔的痛我记得清楚
他站在我的面前 ;你经过我的身边
忽然之间心里又难过
为什么 ?

Friday, January 26, 2007

cute children....=)

PAGI PAGI dah bangun, aiyo....today got no class oso hav to wake up early!!!!
8.XXam- walk down the street to the day care center
9.XXam- start havin lessons with the cute and nice children.....OMG, they're so cute!!!!well, most of them are, haha
"Today is what day?" "Friday!!!!!
" Yesterday is what day?" Thursday!!!!!"
"Tomolo is what day?" "Saturday!!!!!!"
I did all these when i was like 3-4 yrs old???
GOSH, i cant believe it!
Then the kids repeat everything in MALAY and chinese,
hmmm.......although itz lame, but when u look at the exitement in their face....TRUST me, u'll wanna say it along with them....
after a series of A for,
B for
and c for

i'm like almost dead......THEN the kids went to have their breakfast, WOW i din know they provide breakfast, and the cool part is we get to EAT.....hehe......my eyes was like!!!
letz see!!!!!today's menu is......
APA MACAM?!?!?!.....biskut dan bubur KACANG????i hav sth eles in my mind......* ing*
hav to feed the kids oso, itz sounds so wrong for me to do this...i cant imagine myself doing that, but it was ok...i fed them, and i guess they like it when i fed them.....haha...

time pass by......tick tock tick tock....get to know the kids better
....tick tock tick tock......they start comin to talk ( but mostly i cant get what they say, cuz itz way too SOFT for me.....) ,
tick tock tick tock.....
GOD!!!HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPP
P......
they're climbin all over me!!!!
not every person are the same and people bahave diffrently i
thick esp kids....BENG TACk teach, kids cal him Tack KOKo, kids call melissa jeje.....Yiping and grace get called teacher!!!how cool can that be......Even the kids call yaomINg KoKo,
juz me!!!!HOW come the kids call
me UNCLE??????
Oi....WHO u caLLIn UNCLE????huh!!!!
then nth much happen, juz teach them stuff that basically dun hav to use BRAIN...haha!!!not that i use mine a lot!!!my BRAIN diagram.......
FEEDIN time again, this time is light lunch, this time got rice, but idun get to EAT.....
found a few super super cute kid......
KID NO.01,
name: XXX
GENDER: XX
-she dun like to talk de, problem speaking.....but can get close to ppl....EVEN so, still dun talk a lot..


KID NO.02,
name : XXX XXX XXX

GENDER: XX
- shy girl, but smart....dun really mix round with peers....but keep on followin me around
.ow, so cute!!!!!
...need me to feed only finish her food...both breakfast and lunch....

KID NO. 03,
name : UNKNOWN _ _ _ ( i forget liao =p)
GENDER: XY

- a bit slow in learning, but very attentive in class, still cannot write ABC, but keep telin me story....

KID NO. 04,
name : XXXXX
GENDER: XY
-2 yrs old, youngest.....nth special bout him...juz that my jaw almost drop on the floor when he ran out of the toilet >>>>into the class half naked,
with his shirt on...-the way he kacau ppl during eatin time oso very funny( i guess he is really hungry 2day, i dun hav to feed him, he finish everything and ASK FOR MORE....)

TIME to go HOME......wish these little cute kids XING FU!!!!!

你们要健康噢 !!!!!!!!

lunch with the others,pan mee and fried rice smells good.......
HAPPY BDAY BENG!!!!!sorry i din get u anything....pai seh


Thursday, January 25, 2007

“鱼和水的对话”

鱼对水说:你看不见我的眼泪,因为我在水中。

水对鱼说;我能感觉到你的眼泪,因为你在我心中。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。你能看见我寂寞的眼泪吗?




鱼对水说:我永远不会离开你,因为离开你,我无法生存。

水对鱼说:我知道,可是如果你的心不在呢?

我不是鱼,你也不是水。我不离开你是因为我爱你。

可是,你的心里有我吗?



鱼对水说:我很寂寞,因为我只能待在水中。

水对鱼说:我知道,因为我的心里装着你的寂寞。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。我寂寞是因为我思念你。

可是,远方的你能感受到吗?




鱼对水说:如果没有鱼,那水里还会剩下什么?

水对鱼说:如果没有你,那又怎么会有我?

我不是鱼,你也不是水。没有你的爱,我依然会好好的活。

可是,好好的活并不代表我可以把你忘记。




鱼对水说:一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界,是我最大的遗憾。

水对鱼说:一辈子不能打消你的这个念头,是我最大的失败。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。现在的我只想要一个一辈子的承诺。

可是,你负担得起吗?




鱼对水说:在你的一生中,我是第几条鱼?

水对鱼说:你不是在水中的第一条鱼,但却是在我心中的第一条。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个,

可是,你知道吗?你却是我第一个想娶的人。





鱼对水说:你相信一见钟情吗?

水对鱼说:当我意识到你是鱼的那一刻,就知道你会游到我的心里。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。我以为我对你的爱不会长久,因为那是一见钟情。

可是,我错了,感情如酒,越封越浓越长久。




鱼对水说:为什么每次都是我问你答?

水对鱼说:因为我喜欢在问答中让你了解我的心。

我不是鱼,你也不是水。为什么你总是让我等待?

难道你不知道,等待=失去信心=放弃。




如果我是鱼,而你是水,那该多好!水永远都知道鱼的想法,因为鱼在水心里。

但是我不是鱼,你也不是水。你永远都不知道我的爱,

因为我也许根本就不在你的心里。

你知道我的心情吗? 压抑许久的心情。。。

我能做的比他好,真的......

也许你根本看不明白,但我实在没有勇气当面告诉你

一方面是爱情,另一面是友情。。。。我该如何选择?

神啊,救救我吧!!! 我快不行了。。。。

世上有很多东西是可以挽回的,

比如良知,比如体重。

但不可挽回的东西更多,

譬如旧梦,譬如岁月,譬如对一个人的感觉。

放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦,

放弃一个你很爱的人才是痛苦。